Dec 30, 2019
From the last time I was clean to a couple of months ago 7 months in active addiction started from the bottom homeless, to recovery, got a job, then my own apt, thinking I found the one who later proposed, family was complete, then stress, fiance sending dick pics, Quit job, couldn't find work, reunited with my best friend in active addiction, tried to help as recovery faulted, a friend dies, got loaded, meth or him ? He left, stupid me I wasn't enough he already found my replacement, lost car, lost family, apartments gone and here I am trying to get into rehab but really I don't want too I'm not done already hit jails and institutions they say deaths next guess we'll find out soon enough
