#dr.jay

Things emotionally suck for me now. And it'll probably take some time. Possibly a month or two to get over it. (I hope). I just have to remind myself that feeling are only temporary and I won't feel this way forever. It fucking sucks now, but I will be liberated soon. It's hard to stop thinking about it when there is an ounce of hope here that things will be better between us again. But honestly who am I kidding. I shouldn't have texted him a few weeks ago, this wouldn't have been happening haha fuck me

I lose interest in boys so fast lmfao Literally last week I was feigning for this guy Nate, and now that Dr.Jay may possibly be back in the picture. Nate texted me a few minutes ago...and I thought it was Dr. Jay :( needless to say, my interest in Nate has significantly died down and his dick game is weak. So whats the point?

Everything is just so intense and passionate with him. It's literally great. I feel so powerful and I am walking on air tbh