#doxolove

Is this installed innnnn harvard? I know exactly who made it if it was lmfao

!! its actually at wellesley (my school) which is near harvard lol but it was made by one of the students here! i actually asked around today and apparently its by a girl named jacqueline elise & the installation is called “room with gray table” 

im interested in who you thought it was made by tho? i would like to see more stuff like this bc its so visceral & effective.........

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thislovelylifeblog replied to your video “I just discovered this art installation on campus at 2am and it’s...”

just watching the video freaked me out how did you stay in there for even that long

roxyisanerd replied to your video “I just discovered this art installation on campus at 2am and it’s...”

Oh my god that was horrifying. I wouldn't have been able to stay in there as long as you did

what BL anime is this

I’m gonna try to type this now even if im stupid tired because i dont wanna wake up and the feeling be gone

Like… If it hasn’t been obvious ive been just deadd on the floor the past few days with this really strong wave of depression and bitterness… and while it hasn’t completely dispersed idk i just…even if right now i kind of feel at peace like i broke through or something… like yknow when you hit a point you had enough and something needs to be done. Maybe it is temporary and in a week ill be a blob again but idk im ready to really pursue it as an actual…uh..feeling breakthrough i guess.

And I think about how i felt, and I think about the people i talk to who… honestly prove me wrong on a daily basis… while people as a whole can be terrible and untrustworthy there are still those that make it worth it for me to keep going and invest myself into the well being of others (though specifically people i know deserve it)

so like…i just…wanna gush. im tired, i just got back from work and i have insomnia so itll be cheesy, long and probably not make a lick of sense sometimes but…….. its the thought that counts?

In no particular order of importance:

krazehcakes, shupie, nadjina - My convention crew and my really good friends like… My life changed in such a good way being dragged to conventions with these guys and in general i learned so much not only for my art but as a person meeting them and i know im… not very good at expressing how thankful i am but I’m really happy i met you guys and im super super thankful you dragged me along that first time at acen and shared your table with me and just having fun times at conventions even if theres a lot of bickering and arguments but….we often can look past it or figure it out so that says something atleast lmao And we got Krazeh who feeds me when im feeling depressed which i appreciate the concern alot im jsut terrible with words and you know the jist… Shauna whos always so uplifting and positive and just really lightens up the room like everyone is happy the moment she steps in lmao… and nadju whos like my partner in crime and i have so much fun sharing tables with you and our dumb road trips and stuff like yeah we should do that more often lmao… i really love u guys 

80Percent- My DFO guild which many ive been friends with for over 4 years… while i don’t discuss my personal life with you guys very much (i never realized i didn’t oops) It’s guaranteed i have an amazing time when a conversation sparks up and when im feeling like shit or apathetic it really lifts my spirits… I know we’re just a big group of nerds but i feel like i have a real place there and that means a lot to me.

doxolove - hoooooboy you tolerate me all day and thats a chore in itself. While we’ve only really been talking for a few months I’ve honestly gained an invaluable friend. Yeah we’re just slayer idiots but when im feeling really shitty and whine about it you manage to always say the right things (even when i do whine alot lmao). I cant really put into words how much everything means to me and how much you brought back to my life ( im not good with words… i really shouldnt be typing when im this tired) but you also brought back my spark to learn art again…a spark i lost for well over 5 years. Like…i feel like i “care” again and its….its nice. Thankyou so much for everything im really glad we were able to re-unite over this dumb mmo lmao

MangaMag friends- I HAVENT FORGOTTEN YOU GUYS! I still love you, i still get super happy your running your comics and im so glad many of you are becoming so successful… im sorry i fell out of the webcomic scene but i want to return someday…. you guys took me further than i thought id ever get with my comics and i still to this day appreciate all the fun times we had…and i hope someday we can have them again ;v;

kimlasca-lanvaldear -you literally saw me at my worst (high school cough) and still are my friend and that is a commendable feat. like seriously how did you not fucking ditch me i was a closed minded douche lmao… but either way im really glad we still keep in touch and even though we only see each other once every couple of months at most, we have a great time doing dumb shit like playing DFO or CAH or something. like… youre one of the very few people im confident we’ll be friends for the rest of our lives because honestly with as much as we’ve changed already, and we’re still talking nothing can really beat this.

littlemisslokii - My waifu /ex-roomate youre always so encouraging how do you do it… like i respect you so much for how much you really try to obtain what you want even though its so hard on your anxiety like your a real trooper and rooming with you was so fun i miss it lmao i hope u get that job at riot games cuz u rly deserve it

MY FOLLOWERS. I LOVE YOU ALL. HOW DO YOU TOLERATE ME. HOLY SHIT.like even those of you who dont really like or reblog anything but just scroll through and chuckle at the shit i reblog… im glad i could give you that chuckle.

i drew doxolove‘s soulbender because i felt like it

and i ended up putting like 20 more hours into it than intended