#doublethepudding

i feel like i ought to rephrase my last text post. "He likes me pudgyish" does not mean hes wants me to be pudgy. He is not saying that he likes the fat type. He tells me I'm perfect the way i am and like to wrap his arms around my stomach and tells me nice things about my weight. BUT he also likes the idea of me wanting to be healthier/skinnier because this is the most out of shape/unhealthy weight i've been in my life.