#double lung

Boredom: By Christina Mae Olinger Wasting my time thinking, about anything other than life. A waste of my time, not what you would expect. Somehow I was gifted another chance at life, I have many many people to thank, and I have my life to show for it. I got another chance to live in this beautiful world. Where we all reside and I do not see a reason to NOT love this gorgeous gift we wake up to every morning. Tonight I feel worthless as far as time is concerned. I am so grateful for my life I sometimes get out of hand trying to live it, while there are so so many stupid idiots out there ruining their life, well you know what, its actually contagious. Jealousy, hatred, its all just as contagious as a smile. It is all just bringing us all down. humanity as a whole, is coming down with this contagious judgment. Please stop. My life, revolves around ONE BREATH. The one I did not have for so many years, and the one I was given, my second chance. Each breathe is so special, and unique, like a snowflake. The duties shared within each breathe, some say a moment, prove to me that I am living my life to its full. As of late, I have not felt I have been living a worthwhile or productive life. For many nights, before I received the call, I stayed awake, all night, for fear of breathing my last breath in the night. I did not want to fall asleep, because I was afraid of missing it. Of missing life. I never slept for fear of dying in my sleep. Today, every breathe makes me feel extremely grateful for this second chance. As if my time is infinite for the first time ever in my whole life. That night I had hope so big, that my new breathe would be perfect and clear, and after a long road, here I am, breathing clear, breathing hope, breathing love, and just breathing. Period. After that day, I have felt love bigger than the whole world inside my heart. I have felt like everything made sense for a while yet I did not feel the need to understand. What are we here for?? A purpose?? I believe that is in our hands to find. ONLY YOU know what your purpose is. Find it! I promise, it will make you smile! I promise. But promise me one thing. DO IT FOR YOU. And you only. Be a good human. But find your purpose that makes you smile, and be the best at it. love.

Miracles happen to those who believe. #shoutout4justin #cysticfibrocis #doublelung #transplant