#dontgetfat

Trader Joe's is calling my name. Monday! 

it pisses me off when people i trust try to sabotage my intent to have n intelligent conversation with someone that i don't know very well, i don't talk to people often i am terrified of social situations and someone does something as stupid and embarrassing as to mention  that i read fanfiction on occasion? yes i read it, but do not try to force people away from me when i'm talking to A. Some one older than me. B. someone that i respect as a person. C. Someone that i do not know very well. Also, i do not read solely fanfiction on my computer, i read entire published books on my computer. you do not dilute my intelligence by saying that i watch supernatural and doctor who, you dilute YOUR intelligence by trying to put me down as a way to weasel yourself into the conversation. You do not know how terrified i am of people, the word people makes me cringe and i hate having to make small talk to the freaking cashier at CVS! So you should be very proud that i can hold a conversation about literature with a woman that i rarely see. please stop trying to turn me into a leper because i have worked so fucking hard already just so that i can give someone a conversational handshake.