#dont inter@ct

thinking about toxic positivy and how i think i might have been doing that alot, or saying things i struggle to put into action

how sometimes i go into things with a postive outlook but i am completely unable to deal with because i dont know what to do,

i dont trust people? so i become happy and chipper to ease my fears and when something outside of whst i was expecting happens i stick it through despite not understanding this situation?