#done ranting

If you wanna see how the sun affects your skin, go outside and froggin watch. You might tan, turn red, or stay as pale as you were before. Why? Because everyone has different skin types. Acting like a person drawing a white character tan is offensive to black people is insanity. I have many friends who are black and in the PJO fandom, and they honestly could care less if Annabeth is white, black, or hispanic. It's just a ethnicity. It doesn't change her character. I'm sorry that tan people are tan 🙄. The people that are tanning are not copying or stealing from any culture unless its painfully obvious that they are trying to look, sound, or act like one. (Like blackface.) It's their skin. They're being their natural human selves. You can't always help what happens to your skin.

There is one little problem though.. I can’t seem to find any idea that makes me get that feeling. I’ve been looking through my drafts and ideas, and sure, some of them are good - some of them are even great - but I can’t seem to get that absolute “feelgood” feeling. The feeling that makes you go “hell yeah, I wanna do this”.

And I think that’s the feeling I wanna have when working on my piece for the big bang.

its getting tiring and annoying to see fans insulting some woman they dont know just because theres stuff POSSIBLY linking her to Zabdiel (and even then were not certain in what way)

its not fair that zabdiel is being judged for whos hes dating i mean lets be fair im sure weve all been judged for who weve dated or even had interest in but seriously we dont know this woman and dont know his relationship and most importantly his life

we have no right as strangers to judge him like this let alone whoever is in his life romantically or otherwise