One of my favourite bands (broken up since 2019) organises a festival each year. I helped out last year, and since I was one of the only volunteers and apparently a big help, I dared asking the drummer to stay in contact because of a different matter. We've been writing mails back and forth since then and then I got a mail from him, asking if I might want to volunteer this year again. It feels utterly wrong to get asked for help by one of your most admired musicians. But if I handle things correctly this might actually open a few pretty heavy doors for me (which also feels wrong, bc i didn't really do anything, it's too easy). But i try to remember something a friend once told me. "it only feels easy because YOU did it. Everyone else, looking at it from the outside is amazed by what you've done. But because you've accomplished it, you think everyone else could accomplish it too."















