#don't know.

I've been thinking of changing my username to something else instead of powerful_niya. But everytime I decide to actually go through my plan I tear up a little, lol.

Idk. I've just had this username for 5 years now and I've grown so attached to it. But I'm on the flip side I have already came up with plenty of names I can potentially use to take my username's place.

Idk. Should I go through with it? Thoughts, comments please?

Ok but can we talk about this?

I mean, as someone who has depression relapses this hit me really hard. I know how it is to just keep living for one thing. For me it's always been my family.

But for someone to say this out loud takes a lot of courage. And you can't tell me he said it without meaning it, just hear his voice almost cracking and see his face; not to mention, all those song lyrics are things people with depression normally think.