#dollsteps

I’m going to answer this a little differently, since Eko doesn’t remember much (or really any) of her past. Ironically, were she to have her memories of Arsonya, she would likely view her as perfect since what she remembers is this little girl that just always managed to hold her together without even trying.. The strange part about this is that Eko and Arsonya have met again, but neither realizes they are sisters. Now, as an adult, Arsonya has gotten involved in drugs and contract killing. My, how time can change a person.

Gallaria gave a small smirk, shaking her head. "I used to be devil may care about this sort of thing. I have to be responsible now so yes, I do plan for the future. I have a family to support." The paladin tilted her head a bit.

"You could say that, I suppose. I have...a vague idea of what I would do if my plans fell through. Though I should probably make them more official. I don't generally believe in luck but if I did, mine is shitty."

The Neighbourhood - Afraid

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place x2

Make that money, fake that dummy, ache my tummyOn the fence, all the timePaint junk honey, face so sunny, ain't that funnyAll my friends always lie to meI know they're thinking

You're too mean, I don't like you, fuck you anywayYou make me wanna scream at the top of my lungsIt hurts but I wont fight youYou suck anywayYou make me wanna die, right when I

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place x3When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being me

Keep on dreaming, don't stop breathing, fight those demonsSell your soul, not your whole selfIf they see it when you're sleeping, make them leave itAnd I cant even see if its all there anymore so

You're too mean, I don't like you, fuck you anywayYou make me wanna scream at the top of my lungsIt hurts but I wont fight youYou suck anywayYou make me wanna die, right when I

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place x3When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being me

Being me can only meanFeeling scared to breatheIf you leave me then Ill be afraid of everythingThat makes me anxious, keeps me patience, calms me downLets me face this, let me sleep, and when I wake upLet me breathe

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place x3When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being me

This song has been Nala's theme song for a good long while actually because it is a personification of her personality in the form of music. She is petrified of being alone, in fact her biggest fear in the world is to die alone and forgotten.

Next up is her constant fear of not ever being good enough for anyone, either as their friend or their love. 

Honestly I could break down every single verse of this song to different aspects of her but instead of doing that just give it a listen and take from it as you wish. Might surprise you if you know her. :)

...Because my ex husband was a heavy RPer. I hung out with the RP crowds but never partook until...early/mid Wrath?

He had a way of talking to me and convincing me to damn near anything and the way he spoke about roleplay...it was intoxicating. Plus I think a small part of me was jealous of the amount of time and effort he put into it all. He was famous on my home server back then...I'm talking Rev level famous pre-Tumblr days too!

Those were some big shoes to fill and so I beat my head into it, grinding out my grammar and writing style again and again and with the experience I already had as an amateur short story writer it came about easy enough.

By late wrath I had faction changed and with my husband and RL best friend proceeded to start a guild that later became the largest RP guild on the whole server.

...Now I'm Nala...and I'm okay with that. ^-^

A tip to win Nala's heart?

Make her feel as though she actually is special to you.