#dog's devotion

Missing my Angel again. I can't help but stay up, praying for him to have dreams of me. Do you, my Angel? I can't help but sin when i'm with you. Lust, Wrath, Envy. Three deadly sins consume me and I can't help but give in. I want you to only be mine, I want to devour you and corrupt your angelic soul, I get angry at anyone who even dares to look at you. Angel, oh my dear Angel, let me worship you. Let me corrupt you.

missing god's divine creation he sent me, my Angel. i often wonder what he looks like while he sleeps, yet i curse myself for having such thoughts. the desire to live closer to him is strong, but i fear what i would do if that was the case. lord shake these impure thoughts out of my head, for you have sent him to me to repent and yet, i find myself indulging in sin because of him.

"Maybe we get married one day, but who knows?" I'm not one for dreams or life goals, but with you..oh god, with you, I can't help but dream. "Think I'll take that thought to the grave, but who knows?" You've given me a life goal, my dear. To live. To not just survive, but to enjoy every second I have. And I'd like to enjoy every second I have with you. "I know that I'll love you always" Will you let me devote my life to you, my Angel?

my Angel, i've shown you my true colors. how do you feel about me now? am i still your beloved Dazey, or am i truly a devil trying to tempt you? guilt swallows me whole, i know its hard to love a sinner like me. so i dont blame you if you leave, if you get angry, if you get disgusted. i blame God for sending you, such a pure-hearted angel, my way. did he send you for me to corrupt? or were you punishment for my sins? either way, my being burns with guilt. and im scared to tell you why.