The fruits should be safe. I've never had an issue with fruit fragrance oils, tbh. And a lot of them are fruits, which is nice. Oddly enough, even the oils that are probably cheaper to get EOs of (stuff like citrus, things with pinenes [fir,cypress, etc]) are also synthetic? usually they use bottom-grade real stuff for those and not fragrance oils, but apparently they didn't? the fir smells SO fake. it's weird.

@foulesque​ sent:  ❝ kiss me, kill me — either way i get to have fun. ❞

Fingers are gentle despite the horror they’re partaking in, bloodied and trembling ( the gravest of fissures in his ever so calm composure / it’s a pity he felt compelled to test him this way, do you not know how painful this is ?   I was under the impression you loved me / but how could someone so devoid of care be capable of this sentiment -- or perhaps this was his way of showing it ?  wishful thoughts, all rotten from the source ).  

The slightest tightening, the most sure of grips -- your neck is soft under my touch, so very unlike the rest of you.  Firm enough to feel the pulse, to sense the life that vicariously ruined the world.

You have been wronged / AND IT DOES NOT EXCUSE YOU - nor does it change the fact this era would be safer without your feet tainting its grounds.

And you have been wronged.  This care swells for the nights the words shared are gentler, when the crepuscular mantles the desire and the laughing promises for a life that might once be, but wouldn’t  ( I have met your brothers and sister / what would I say to them ? ).  A shiver through the mind, the body, the bones, the soul -- and do lips quiver as sorrow reigns true, a choked gasp as he parts away from him.  Hands lay splayed on the ground, sight blurry, and oh my why can’t you breathe ?