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i think kayne has ruined one of the timelines by simply taking time to tear arthur apart. he is fascinated by him and i think he wants to know every part of him. i think he's torn his ribcage open with his bare hands and held his heart between his fingers. i think he's tasted his blood. i think it drives him mad seeing this arthur and knowing what he tastes like but knowing he can't indulge lest he mess up his one chance to get what he needs.

i think kayne wants arthur to kill him so bad. i think kayne wants to be torn to pieces and stabbed and bitten and he only wants it to be arthur to do it. i think kayne has destroyed and massacred carcosa a thousand times over but it's always a distraction to keep him from interfering with arthur's timeline just to lose himself in the pleasure of simply touching arthur. i think if arthur ever threatened kayne he would push himself onto the blade. or press his chest onto the barrel and pull the trigger himself. and he'd fucking love it. he'd get high on the pain and ask arthur to do it again and again. i think he'd take arthur's hand and push the knife deeper. i think he'd take his blood on his fingers and put them in arthur's mouth.