The devil didnt send you "left leaning" apolitical boyfriend,you choose him yourself. If your partner is apolitical,so are you. What makes you tolerant to his mostly indifference? What makes you think you should be with someone you have to mentor and shape into a better person? Does that make you feel like a better person? Do you like being the one who can "influence" him to be better,so that you can feel chosen and worthy? Bob the builder,put the screw driver down. Don't be just another women stuck neck deep in patriarchy who acts like she has to be with the man she has to train like a dog to meet her standards barely. What is this insufferable bullshit behaviour? Is this what you think you deserve? Is this all you deserve? There's women with men who dont have to do this shit,there's women who are single and are much happier than you in your relationship with your child/boyfriend. Doing all this unnecessary,useless bullshit just so he can leave you literally anytime. What tangible investment has he made on you,like the one's you're making on him by "teaching" him better?