@doefated sent ; ❝ what was it like? ❞ (Jonathan wanna know about frisks old home cause we crying in the club)
Their old home? Frisk is silent for a good moment, they never liked talking about what their life was like before Toriel. After all they raised such a fuss over wanting to return home, before just....giving up and staying with her. They did at first think that they had a loving home to return to, but......after seeing how everyone in the underground treated them?
"It was....empty....." they were never that timid, but their voice sounded as small as they felt right now. "My mom never hugged me, she never talked to me, wouldn't pay attention unless I got in trouble and all she did was insult me when that happened. She fed me, she kept me clothed, she....I thought she loved me. She never said it though, but she had to love me, right? I loved her."
Nothing Frisk did seemed to catch their mothers attention, they did something good? Nothing. They did something bad? Barely anything. She almost treated them as if Frisk was a chore, something they didn't want to have but kept doing anyway because they had to. And Frisk simply thought that was normal.
Toriel never treated them like that though. Every single monster they befriended never treated them like that.
"....when I came back from the Underground, she didn't even look for me. She was glad I was gone." their throat tightens, it didn't matter how much time had passed since they discovered that. It still hurt.