#doeeyeful

unusual headcanon meme || always accepting || @doeeyeful

             draco is a bit different, isn’ he?  throughout the books ( and films, whichever you’re adapted to ) we see most of the kids there growing up and ‘dating’ among their peers.  harry goes from cho to ginny, ron from lavender to hermione, hermione from krum to ron –  there’s kisses and kids sneaking off after the yule ball for some more time. 

              who don’t we see?  draco. 

               he does attend those events, probably more so because of his name in that school.  he takes pansy and more than likely the two of them spend most of the night making snide remarks about others and probably pulling pranks on those finding a dim little corner to make out.  draco is a bit of a trickster after all. 

               i’m not saying that boy hasn’t let his hormones get the best of him. he’s probably developed some crush on someone ( perhaps they should not be named ) - yeah he’s probably slipped up once or twice. but relationships?  no.  he just doesn’t really have the time for it. 

               now after hogwarts? absolutely.  but it takes time.  there is much healing to be done and learning how to live all over again.  he loves his parents dearly but he no longer believes in that PURE BLOOD ONLY nonsense. he’s got a lot of figuring out to do. but i truly cannot see draco malfoy as the boy that gets around.  so yes, he can be in relationships but if he is, he wants it for the long haul, not some couple nights of fun. 

              i guess it’s safe to say that boy is a loner until the right person comes along. after all...

       intelligence    brings    an    arrogance    ,     intelligence    brings   the    logic    ,  intelligence    brings    the    knowledge   .  the   trait  of  a  leader   ,   yet    not   enough   .   

            It’s always been about Lily for her.

The reason, the core, the heart. Why she’d join the Order at all, honestly, if she’s selfishly practical about the whole affair. War, after all, is not for those feint of heart, and for what she’s been made to suffer beneath the endless toil of forced socialisation with those she hates THE MOST OF ALL, she supposes, it’s only fair there’d be as equal a reason to fight. And there is, isn’t there, something that begins with Lily, and perhaps might end with her too, if the traction of war continues down this path - that will and desire showed themselves not quite enough, yet, and how exhausting its become to watch those that they love die, before they’ve even really had a chance to live.

Tonight they’re having a party at the Lestranges; her parents off to the black tie affair, she feigns sick, claiming to need to be at home; it’s A POOR EXCUSE, but they’re willing to take it, after all, they’re just happy that she’s home again. Convinced that her rebellion was nothing but youthful folly, she takes advantage of their heart’s desire, an obedient daughter, and ducks through their trust, to pay dividends for The Order. She could have done anything with this night, but honestly, she’s feeling heartsick for the things she’s missed out on, the people who’s lives were continuing on without her - so when she hops the Floo and ends up by the newly christened apartments of the Potters’, she’s the first to press a finger to her lips as the door opens, to slip inside, and without further adieu, to throw her arms around Lily’s neck in greeting. “Oh Merlin, how was the wedding!? Dorcas sent photos over, Lily, you looked absolutely gorgeous!”

                 anger  riddles  her  every  word,      a  sort  of  rage  inhabiting  her,      directed  at  him.      his  heart  has  been  hidden  away,      a  mirror  of  smoke  hiding  what  could  birth  sympathy  in  others’  heart,      it  makes  him  an  easy  target  for  ire,      for  nothing  could  hurt  the  boy  with  no  heart,      who  does  not  care.      his  good  heart  will  be  his  downfall,      compassion,      kindness,      it  can’t  be  on  display  for  it  will  be  used  again  him,      his  qualities  becoming  the  dagger  between  his  ribs,      in  his  back.      hide  yourself  away,      don’t  let  anyone  know  for  you,      for  the  one  who  will  know  you  will  be  the  one  to  betray  you,      son.      father  has  always  been  full  of  advices,      most  his  eldest  son  would  heed.      &&      thus,      he’s  built  for  himself  a  personality  that  doesn’t  exist,      so  that  no  one  can  know  him,      so  that  no  one  can  hurt  him.