Jun 6, 2023
I've been wondering if I'm objectum and I'm so confused abt it
like, my attraction to things comes and goes but this happens with other things aswell [like my feelings on romance with people and my feelings towards my f/os]
But also I don't necessarily perceive object sentience??? at least not all the time. Sometimes I'll think oh I'll make my calculator sad if I replace it but I don't really give names and pronouns to stuff like other people I've seen in the community
I already am super confused about my feelings about other people and now I'm questioning even more stuff. I was thinking maybe I could talk to someone if anyone is willing to try to help me out with this
#I am.. SO lost rn but im trying to let myself not be ashamed of the feelings I get sometimes#I suck at responding to stuff but ourgh#2 many thoughts in my head#its so evil I always feel like im faking things and inserting myself where I dont belong but people who are faking probably wouldnt be like#constantly worrying if they're faking#this is so much but I need to talk abt it somewhere or ill explode#objectum#docsrambles
