I'm so frustrated, with seemingly nothing and everything all at once. And its being taken out on my family, my friends, and most regrettably the love of my life. I'm so sorry for doing that... idek what's causing this, but I know the anxiety attacks are coming alot lately)Hard. Fast. Intense. Even more so since it's been awhile since I had had one last), and thats not helping anything. I suppose I'm feeling stuck, and its hurting. I feel isolated, but I think I'm isolating myself to a degree. This isnt making any sense, I know. I can't seem to find proper words for anything anymore. Tired all the time, but dont sleep well, hate my job but im scared to go to something else again, and just... scared of what the future holds, for my family, for a cousin who is terribly sick. Scared of the unknown. Scared.