just Owen getting the opportunity to kill Curt far earlier but deep down he still misses him and rationalises getting back together with him as punishment for Curt by being The Worstâ˘ď¸ to him but he canât bring himself to actually hurt him.
Curt noticing little Owen-isms and silently freaking out and believing heâs crazy. Like hearing Owen talk in his real voice while theyâre both half asleep and swearing heâs just dreaming it. He never brings it up because he doesnât want to feel crazy.
the ghost of Owen Carvour haunting them both.
DMA being a persona that Owen thinks could kill Curt because he canât admit that he canât do it himself but the DMA also being an outlet and a personification of all the repressed resentment he had for Curt all these years
Maybe in the torture tango Curt could feel like Owen was with him, he DID hear his real voice after all
In my silly little world where the DMA era is longer, in Curtâs mind the lines between the DMA and Owen start to blur which results to a deep and repressed part of him starting toâŚlike him kinda? Not an actual crush but something really weird. Idk how to describe it but itâs kinda like the âI will fall in love with every version of youâ but fucked up ESPECIALLY with all the guilt he has, feeling like heâs cheating on Owen in a way
Also I just like their Hannigram-like relationship like ohhhh you want to chop him up and carry him in your luggage? Take him to dinner first, geez!