#dmc angst

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☁︎ ──── the lock became stiff again. you nudge it open, and—as always—no one's there to welcome.

you don't call his name. the lights are off, but the TV flickers. a cheap static staining the walls.

dante's out cold on the couch. one arm slung off the side, fingers barely hooking a can by the brim. his mouth is parted, and his soft snores were beginning to get lost in a dream.

he doesn't stir. not at the noise of the screen. or the creak of your boots dragging mud across the boards. not when the door shuts behind you, sealing the back the night’s luminance.

he looked so peaceful. it would've been sweet if you simply ignored how the world had been trying to gut you alive. clawing at your throat whenever you'd even try and breathe.

“g'night,” you mumbled tiredly, then mockingly to yourself, “oh, how am i, baby? i'm doing okay, kind of you to ask.”

you step in. the apartment colder than you remember leaving it.

your gear settles in the armchair. gods know how the zipper of your bag managed to get caught in one of the loose threads of the cushions. sometimes it felt as if life was testing the last strings of patience you held.

but ignoring so, you took a few steps that led you to the AC. turning up the temperature to something more human. letting the warmth settle before joining your thoughts in the bathroom.

the mirror greets you, cracked through the corner, warped in age.

for someone who saves the world on a regular, dante still lives in it like it's falling apart.

not ‘one for being in debt’ he says. . . ironically contradicting the certain situation he has you both against.

the reflection replicates the impurities the previous fight brought. the hollow eyes and split lip, the ribbon of already-dried blood down your temple. not to mention the pale hues poisoning your features.

going out feels less like a mission and more like a jest at your expense. instead of being paid money and assurance, like any other hunter would love, you're left with scars and fewer bullets in your mag.

y'see, dante forgot to mention that part.

you shake your head, reaching for the rag on the sink. it's damp. maybe from before, or from him. and let the water seep.

but the blood didn't rub off. you scrub, and drag until the cloth turns dark. it's stubborn and doesn't want to let go of your skin. over, and over.

it clings—like the things he says. or the ones he doesn't.

and suddenly. . . it's not just about blood you're trying to rid off.

you should've known.

you should’ve.

he's sparda's son. born of devils' skin and a woman's tragedy. you knew what he was before he ever touched you. you knew the look of their eyes was to warn and lips to deceive.

you think of what he said.

you think of how easily he said it. . .

“you knew what this was. come on—i'm not the settling-down type.”

he made it sound like a means to an end. some one-sided bond. nothing serious. . . it always did make you feel pathetic.

you breathe out and your reflection fogs up like it's trying to spare you the sight.

“this... isn't just casual, is it?” you asked, voice softer than usual.

he didn't even mind to look.

“what's that supposed to mean?”

you frowned, shifting the strawberry delight in your hands slightly. “i mean. . . like, we've been going out and doing this for a while. i thought… y'know.”

“you're reading too much into it.” he casually said, the spoon still in his mouth as it muffled some words, “don't make this into more than it is. i'm sure everyone does it, yeah?”

somewhere between the frustration, you hadn't realized you reopened a wound. with how carelessly you've tried to clean your skin, it was quick to irritate the area, pealing back a layer of deeper crimson.

you want to blame him. you want to call him what he is.

a demon. . . but the word didn't sound fair.

you bite it down, feeling it rot in your throat. but with everything you held back. it was impossible take control of it all.

tears glistened in your eyes, though the voice in your mind persisted you could only blame yourself for this.

. . .he never did promised you safety, nor promise you'd be loved.

and yet, you remember the way he looked at you that first night... held heavy by rain and devil guts, grinning like the world wasn't near its end. you remember his voice, and how it dipped when he called you “hotshot.” like it meant something.

or when his fingers would ever so slightly shift to hold yours. saying “just in case something tried to drag you away.” not that he cared. he made sure to say that. but the tone of his words, or the look in his eyes never helped that cause.

maybe you were stupid to believe that tone meant more than the words that followed it.

you told yourself it was enough. that it didn't hurt. that if you just stayed long enough, maybe he'd figure it out. after all, he's the only one you had. and you his.

maybe you could teach a man made of doubt how to trust. and potentially, how to love. . .

you subconsciously drag the cloth harder across the back of your hands. you feel the sting of another cut breaking open. the warmth of blood lingers longer now, caught in the lines of your palm. your fingers start to shake. whether from the texture or from everything else, it's so hard to tell apart.

you hate how ugly it feels. you hate that it's true. you hate that calling him a demon makes your chest tighten with guilt.

maybe caring makes you naive. or worse—selfish. because you weren't in love with the devil. you were in love with the man who tried not to look flustered when he was complimented. the guy who'd gift you dead flowers because he thought you could simply plant them over again and watch them grow yourself.

could that make you worse of a person?

does that mean you're cruel?

for choosing what part of him to love and which to discard.

for extending your arms to the part of him that told what you wanted to hear, and turn your face from the one that silently begged to be held the same. . .

or does it just make you human?. . . the want for affection. being drawn to solace like any other living thing.

you drop the cloth. and it limps at the bottom of the sink with a sickening sound. the water is gentle. but your skin is raw, proliferating a rose red beneath its surface.

there's a shift. not yours. a creak—barely audible over the faucet's hum.

you don't want to meet the reflection. but the water stills. and your iris finds that familiar shade...

his hand finds the knob to turn off, and he stays there, eyes the color of winter glass, trailing patterns down the porcelain's worn down edges.

you don't greet him. you're still mending your hands. like maybe if you scrubbed harder, the ache in your chest would come off with the grime.

“...why didn't you say you were back?”

his tone tries for casual. like it's just a question.

you stare at the cloth. unsure of what to even say. so you settle with silence.

somehow, that throws him hard. his lips shift like he wants to argue, like he wants to give some dumb quip about how he's unbothered by everything just so he could at least hear your voice. but he doesn't.

“. . . you were gone all day.”

he says it quieter. maybe that's the part he actually meant to lead with.

you nod, but it's faint. your shoulders don't lift much.

he wishes there was some awkwardness, something, anything to distract from the unsettling sensation of your quietude.

he rubs the back of his neck, glancing down like he suddenly noticed how red your hands are.

“…i have some leftover pizza.”

could you even call it an effort? it's more like a life raft tossed out of habit.

it has nothing to do with the conversation. but he always does this. dismissing the main problem like he's afraid of it.

you close your eyes, pressing your palms into the edge of the sink until your knuckles pale.

he notices your distress. “it's pepperoni,” he mumbles. like that's the important part.

you almost smile. almost.

instead, you rinse your hands again. the water runs clear this time, but you still don't look at him.

he watches you for a moment too long, then shifts his weight like he's preparing for something. because he knows after you're done, you're going to walk out that door and not speak to him. . . and he doesn't know if that might be the last time.

“is this about yesterday?” it's barely audible.

you don't reply. and that's an answer enough on its own.

“listen, i didn't mean it like that... what i said. . .” he trails off, like he needs the right words to give peace of mind, even if just temporary.

you move to leave slowly, not because you're hesitant, but because your limbs are aching. and along with the strain of your feelings, you can't bring yourself to listen anymore of it.

he notices, and his voice cracks halfway through.

“i was tired—and i say a lotta crap when i don't wanna think about it.” his voice is low now, almost ashamed.

you brush his shoulder on the way past. he feels it, the empty space left behind.

his hand is out before he even realizes it, reaching for your wrist. fingers clumsily closing over it.

“just—wait a sec.”

“dante.”

“i don't want to argue about—“

“nobody is arguing.”

“then let me say something!”

“i'm tired—“

“you were bein' real. and i got scared, alright?”

you pause, feeling the resignation in his voice, and how the irises of your eyes dilate. because you swear this amount of emotion had never touched his lips.

and he hates it, because to him, he looks pathetic.

instead he just stands there. an awkward stance because he’s just been caught with the truth.

“it's not that i don't care,” he finally says.

and somehow, your heart pieced together his words.

i just don't know how to.

he sucks in a breath, and trusts you enough to let go of your wrist.

then quieter, “i’ve... i can handle demons, i can handle fights, and anything my father's name throws at me, but. . .”

his eyes gesture vaguely at you, it's kind of stupid. but he can't help the words out.

“see, this ain't how i wanted it to go.”

you tilt you head, squinting your eyes. “go. . . how?”

“i had a cooler version in my head...” he huffs out a short breath. glancing away, and dragging a hand down his face. “it's not coming out right.”

but you wait. not trying to fix it.

“look, you already know i’m—” he paused, and you notice the subtle twitch in his eyes as he lowers his voice, “a fuck-up. . .” like he flinches at the thought of even being honest with himself.

he finally looks at you. really looks.

“you said 'i love you’,” he says quietly. “and i wasn't sure how to say it back.”

his fingers twitch again at his sides, curling into a fist before unclenching. “and i don't get why you stay.”

“you could be doin' literally anything else. office job. photography. bartending, get weekends off. but you're out here gettin' blood on your shoes, draggin' me home, payin' for groceries i swore i was gonna cover—” his hand lifts to gesture vaguely toward the hallway where the kitchenette resides, a helpless motion in his behalf.

“—and when i ask you why, you shut me up with kisses, tell me you chose to do this with me and—goddamn it, i swear you're more worried about me skipping meals than the 10-foot demon hound chasin' us around.” he starts to list it off—not out of mockery, but out of disbelief. out of a desperate need to understand.

he pauses.

“and that scares me. because i. . . i really don't know what to do with that.”

the silence afterward is heavier than anything he's mentioned he doesn't fill it. just stands there, heart begging to crawl out of his chest, waiting for you to answer—or walk away.

“it's reckless, and i swear, i swear—i look at you and i forget how to be the guy i was before.”

he swallows hard. trying to press it all back down. everything he's never said, and never let himself say. rising anyway, thick in his throat, crawling up behind his ribs.

“before you,” he says, almost inaudibly, shame tugging at the corners of his mouth.

“i didn't think there was anything else for me. no future, no version of me that wasn't just. . . surviving.”

just then, he finally had the courage to meet your eyes.

“. . . i found you outside that eye-sore of a tower,” he mutters, almost to himself. “firing off rounds from some busted-ass pawn shop pistol.”

you do your best not to smile. he notices.

“world's ending, demons crawling outta hell's crack, and there you were. standing on a pile of rubble.”

his voice shakes with the effort it takes to say it. “and i thought, no way she's sticking around. no way someone like you stays in this mess. 'cause seeing you in itself is a blessing—i mean, damn it.”

“you had no clue what was going on," he goes on, and there's a laugh caught somewhere in his throat. "said you were just looking for a train station. i thought—hell, maybe you'd been hit on the head. or maybe you were just that badass.”

he swallows. you can almost hear it. that tight, dry click of someone dragging emotion through grit.

“you weren't supposed to get dragged into this shit. none of it. blood, demons, cults, hell gates... me. i'm the one who was built for this. born for it, even. i got nothin' to lose here.”

his breath catches a little. he doesn't look at you. “or i didn't have it before.”

“so yeah,” he mutters, quieter now. “i'm selfish. and scared. and real goddamn bad at this.”

“but if this thing between us is the last good thing i ever get... i'm not gonna be the reason it gets ruined.”

“. . . i didn't follow you,” you murmur. “you weren't leading somewhere.”

he blinks. not quite understanding.

“you didn't drag me into anything...” you add.

your voice softens an orphic sentence.

“i wanted to be here. and you're not nothing. not to me.”

he finally looks up at you. really looks.

like he's been surviving of off the idea that you'd never say those words. that he didn't deserve them.

and maybe that's what breaks him.

his hand trembles at his side. not enough to see, but you can feel it.

“…shit,” he breathes, half a laugh and not at all amused. “you've never heard me talk this much, huh?”

you shake your head, a slow blink. “i mean... you talk a lot. but not usually things that, well, you actually have to think through.”

that gets a soft scoff out of him. his smile—worn and faint, barely reaches the line of his lips.

and you watch it fall again, just as gently.

“i just want you to be safe,” he mutters, voice low and hoarse. “and if that means havin' you away from me... then maybe that's what i should've done.”

“but i didn't. and i'm not gonna lie and say i'd do it different, 'cause i wouldn't.”

he reached for the cloth, cleaning through and rinsing off whatever blood there was left on your hands, before placing it back down. “i tried, but, guess i only ended up making things worse.”

you blink through the selcouth feeling in your chest. the way his voice cracks when he acknowledges it.

“. . . so, what are we?”

he looks up again. like you offered him mercy. and that makes him laugh, soft and disbelieving.

“anything you want me to be.”

your lips curl into the softest of smiles. then tilt your head.

he blinks, rolling his eyes. “i'm bein' serious.”

“my over-leveraged moocher?”

“babe,” he warns, and you hear the smile threatening to pair his mouth.

you squint at him like you're thinking. “a guy that actually speaks out about how he's feeling instead of leaving me out in the open thinking he never cared about me?”

his jaw drops, and he quickly gains composure, running a hand through his hair.

“see, i thought for sure you'd bail out by now.”

“how come?”

“someone like you... sticking around in my kind of mess this long?” he scoffs. “yeah, right.”

you let the silence settle again, lighter this time. not raw as before.

then quietly follow-up.

“...it's because i'm cooler, isn't it?”

and you expect him to talk back. to scoff, to playfully deflect like he always does. you even tilt your head, waiting. but he doesn't.

his eyes linger on your face—your tired but amused expression, the tiny crease forming by your nose when you try not to smile.

he exhales, low. “we're on the same level,” he mutters, and you can already hear the eye-roll in his tone.

he finally smiles, faint, boyish in that half-awkward, sheepish way of his. like he can't believe he just admitted that.

and before you can brace it, he leans in, grabbing the back of your thighs, hoisting you up against him.

you gasp, interrupted by a laugh. a real, surprised breathless bubble of sweetest undoing. “what are you doing—“

“bein' romantic,” he deadpans, but you can feel the grin against your jaw. “thought you wanted an emotionally-driven guy.”

his arms hold you firm, his hands warm through the fabric of your clothes.

you're laughing too much to argue. and he kisses you before you can even get a word out.

slow and tentative. only to break messy.

he pulls back just enough to whisper it against your lips, “you are cooler, by the way.” like it doesn't need to be louder than this.

and it's stupid, and sweet, and so unmistakably him, but it lands so softly.

𓂃 . hi annon and everyone <3

i hope you see this, for some reason it's not letting me reply to your inbox request so that sucks. . .

i'm going to be so honest i'm a bit of a wuss so there's fluff at the end. . . and it might be ooc but there’s not a lot of material to base this off of.

but tysm for the request! feel free to give me as many ideas or corrections as needed—sorry if this is kind of short... i didn't want for it to be obnoxiously long or boring.

also if you couldn't tell i got a bit lazy at the end, i’m so super sorry, i'll update it as soon as i can! i just wanted to post something for the meanwhile. . .

anyway, i hope this was suitable for your enjoyment. have a blessed day!

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A Matter of Curiosity

Vergil X Reader

Warnings: Angst NO comfort

You didn’t chase Vergil. That would’ve been pointless. You simply… didn’t stop showing up. On jobs, in conversations, in the quiet moments where most people gave him space; you didn’t crowd him, but you didn’t avoid him either.

It wasn’t obsession in the loud, overwhelming sense. It was precision and consistency. Interest, applied carefully, if you will. Which, apparently, was enough to get Dante involved.

AN- I love Dante, and this fixation on DMC better not go any time soon, as I have ideas.

TW: Sexual Assault

For my entire series, I have been forced to write Dante and Vergil looking like 25 year-olds and handwaving it as "devil genes." Well, NO MORE!!!!

As of Chapter 15, they are going to look like freaking 19 year-olds again! The age they should be, because they are two dramatic, traumatized, skinny little edgelords and their appearances should reflect that! 😤

And it'll make it funnier if they're two cute pretty-boys when I send them to South Korea for a different fic.😼🐱‍👤 Plus, you know, bonus angst (see example below), which is always good!

"You look younger than you do in your old ID pictures. How'd you get away with that?" Dante looked at the picture in question, his already crooked smile turning wry. "I didn't 'get away' with anything. I really used to look like that." The reporter choked. "Are you serious?" "Yeah, totally serious! Verg thinks its because we both grew up so rough, the devil part of us made us mature faster. But now that we can watch each other's backs, we just kinda... relaxed back to the age we're supposed to be." He grimaced, waving the picture between two fingers. "Kinda sucks though. I lost a ton of muscle mass and I had to buy new clothes--- again. Same for Verg. Goodbye paycheck! And it happened so damn fast too, was like a reverse growth spurt, tripping over my own feet and dropping stuff... Hey you okay?" "You're really nineteen?" Now he rolled his eyes. "Oh for pizza's sake! Please tell me you're not going to get all mopey about how young I am. I am so sick of that. Look, plenty of kids my age get drafted into the military, and even more kids younger than me are on the streets working worse jobs. Age doesn't matter. It's just how it is." "Doesn't mean that's how it should be."

Sobbing as I'm typing this oh my god

It was supposed to be just another mission, something you had handled many times before easily. None of you expected it would turn out the way it did. Or how it would effect everyone.

OKAY, SO I WAS GONNA GO TO BED BUT LIKE HOLY FUCK DO I FEEL THIS ON SO MANY LEVELS, FAM! WHO’S READY FOR THE LATE NIGHT ANGST TRAIN B/C IT’S THAT TIME FOLKS!

Dante:

He’d honestly be quite surprised at first and would kinda brush it off at first, thinking you’re just joking around and messing with him. 

But like once he realizes how serious you’re being with him, something he himself ever rarely manages to pull off, it really starts to sink in for him. 

And dear god does it hurt. 

After the death of his mother and what happened with him and Vergil as kids, he’s never wanted to lose another person he’s cared about ever again. He’s tired of losing people he cares about, no matter how bad he may try and brush it off and try to keep up the cool guy act. 

Ever since his s/o came into his life, he’s never been happier. They give his life meaning, making every day brighter and funner, even the particularly dark and depressing ones at time. So much so he can’t even begin to imagine living without them, much less the idea of possibly losing them. 

All those nights spent together alone in the office, the cheesy pizza dates (aaayyy), the even cheesier flirting and bad pick up lines, the shared strawberry sundae dates, and nights curled up on the couch watching your favorite shows together. Even the little things like you scolding him after being worried sick after a particularly risky move on a mission.

He thinks about this more and more not just throughout the day but through the span of several days. He’s always sure to do his best to get the job done and come back done so that not only can he come back to you, but so that he can continue protecting you as well.   

He will be damned to see anyone or anything even try and hurt the person he cares about. So while he’s deeply touched about how much you truly love and care about him, he intends on staying by your side and protecting you with everything he has and then some, come hell or high water. 

Vergil: 

OKAY BUT LIKE SOMEONE PLEASE HOLD THIS MAN!!!

Being his s/o, it’s easy to say that he cares about you. Hell, the fact that because of you and everything you’ve done for him that he’s gradually started to move on from following his father in his foot steps and chasing after the power of Sparda and slowly embrace his more human half is a big fucking deal for him. 

To him, you are his s/o, his partner, his most beloved and trusted other half. You’ve helped him heal and helped find purpose and meaning in life again beyond just power. 

You’ve helped him find a different kind of power; the power to change and grow as a person, regardless of who or what he is; the power to move on from his past and the pain he’s been through so it doesn’t continue to drag him down and drown him; the power of patience, understanding, and compassion, something he hasn’t known since the death of his mother when the demons attacked; the power to feel and embrace his emotions, and with that, most importantly the power to be willing to feel and not feel afraid or ashamed of embracing or acknowledging these very real and human feelings and emotions that up until now he’s only scorned and shoved away and try to distance himself from for most of his life. 

(Spade is very passionate right now and is literally shaking and on the verge of tears, guys, wtf).

To Vergil, you are his world and his everything. He trusts you to be there for him and comfort him during his darkest times, times where he’s most vulnerable and needs someone to be there for him. When you’re there after a long day and he just needs someone to vent his frustrations to or to simply hold him in their arms and speak softly to him, speaking sweet nothings of reassurance as he softly lulls off, trusting you to watch over him as he sleeps and the vulnerable state that he’s in. Not to mention all of the fresh feeling of life and color (which you can fucking bet your ass is gonna be getting a fic soon i s2g) that you’ve brought to his life in general. It’s made him take a step back and slowly begin to see the world in a whole new light. 

So when you bright up the idea of being willing to die and sacrifice your life, one that has brought so much love and meaning to someone like him, who before was filled with so much rage, coldness, empty greed and spite, it really hits him. Like a blade striking him through the heart and out. (The stabber has become the stabbed, eh, Vergil~ asdfhjkl okay imma shut up now).

To lose to the one person who’s given him so much meaning and has helped him change so much since coming into his life….the very idea itself is unfathomable to him. 

And while a part of him is somewhat touched that they love him that much and they’d go that far for him…still the very idea of losing them to save his own….it hurts more than he dares to admit at times.

It’s something he’s thought about briefly before, but he’s sure to dismiss it from his mind. Particularly during those late nights where you’re together in bed and you’re fast asleep, your figure curled into his as he remains awake; blue eyes staring at your soft and vulnerable form. His gaze is silent, stoic yet not without a trace of softness in his features as he’d watch over you whilst protectively holding you in his arms, studying you as the moonlight would caress your features.

You’ve brought him so much happiness and bliss. The last thing he even wants to think about is losing you. He doesn’t intend to lose you, and because of you and he’s also come to recognize and new kind of power as well: the power to save and protect the ones who mean the most to him. He always regretted not having the power to save his mother as a child. He won’t make that same mistake again. 

And so when he does try and become stronger and train himself to become more powerful so that he’s able to fulfill his promise and protect the person he loves more than anything else. 

As much as he loves you, there is no way in hell his stubborn ass is going to let you sacrifice your life to save his, giving everything he has and more to keep you safe.   

It was the light and hope that you gave him that helped save him from himself and the destructive demon from within him that was slowly consuming him. And he’s more than motivated to repay that kindness. 

Lady:

The two of you were out having lunch one day, meeting up after a long overdue date after several rain-checks, just enjoying a nice lunch with a side of flirting and usual gossip. What originally started about joking about the most recent financial trouble that Dante had gotten into from a job she gave him ended in a deep, loving stare from you and a curious Lady.

The moment those words leave your lips, seriousness and all, her eyes are wide with surprise, blinking for a few seconds as she tries not to choke on her drink. 

For a moment she’s almost half tempted to laugh and ask if you’re actually serious and try to play it off, hoping you’re either just messing with her or that she had somehow misheard you. But no, she heard you perfectly loud and clear, seriousness and all. 

Having experienced so much loss in her life she’d think she’d be used to it, yet the moment the idea of losing you suddenly brings it all back. The pain, the heartache, the mixed feelings of sadness and rage. 

The mood suddenly turns somber between the two of you as all she can do is just stare in awe, a part of her trying to properly process and think of something to say, her mouth slightly ajar and brow ever so slightly furrowed. 

It’s not exactly common for her to meet someone who’d be willing to risk their life to save hers, much less be willing to go as far to even die for her. And to hear it from you, her s/o, the love of her life and trusted partner, it really hits her harder than she ever expected it to. 

She can’t help but smile after a while, chuckling softly as she leans over and takes your hand in hers, squeezing it tightly while leaning over to kiss your cheek. “I know. But don’t even think for a second I’m letting anything happen to you. Besides, I don’t intend on letting you die that easily.”