#dkna

Magaling magsulat ang jowa ko. Feeling ko nga minsan mas magaling siya magsulat kesa sa akin. 

May mga salita siyang ginagamit na kailangan ko pang buksan ang dictionary app ko para malaman ang meaning. 

Magaling magsulat ang jowa ko. Nagme-maintain siya ng dalawang blog: sports and literary. Yung sports blog niya, iba ang pagkakasulat. Parang beteranong sports writer talaga siya. Minsan lang ako humanga sa mga manunulat na kasing edad ko at kakilala ko, pero hangang hanga ako sa sports writing skills ng jowa ko. 

Pero mahirap kausap ang jowa ko. Ayaw niyang nagtatanong ako sa mga problema. Ayaw niyang naguguluhan ako kahit sobrang gulo naman talaga. 

Kung anong kinagaling niyang magsulat, siyang kinapanget niyang kausap. 

Pag nagagalit siya, bigla siyang tatahimik at maglalaro sa iPad. Hindi niya ako kakausapin ng isang buong linggo (minsan tatlo). 

Ang lakas ng topak. 

Akala ko dati topakin na ako, mukhang nakahanap ako ng katapat ko. 

Kung anong kinadaldal ko, siyang kinatahimik niya sa bawat away namin. Hindi ko siya makausap, parang bato sa tigas. 

Sana kung gaano siya kagaling magsulat, kung gaano siya ka-eksperto sa paghabi ng mga salita at letra upang makabuo ng pangungusap, ganoon din siya kaeksperto sa pagpapagaan ng loob ko. 

Change is the only thing that's constant in this world is change. Yes, that was a cliched quote I just used. But it was true in every bit of its meaning. Everyday people change, rapidly, sometimes unseen. We age, we'll never get back the time we spent, wasted even. The cells that died would never be revived, the tears shed & wiped away could be replenished but it would never be the same tears. People get tired and eventually, they change. Especially if they realize that it's too much.

she wants me to submit a letter to the regent of CFAD asking him for help with my brother's case 

she wants me to deal with the waiting and fighting with impatient parents and student assistants and clerks and 

i have a major training program tomorrow we spent 14k on it and we still aren't finished with the preparations there is still so much to be done

i have another self portrait to do for art app only this time it's a video and i don't know how to edit videos for shit i still don't have a concept - it's due monday 

i have another project in lit due on saturday and i have no idea what to do for that 

and an exam in psychomet on saturday which i have yet to study for and i don't know if i can study for it in time 

chapter two of our thesis is due on monday i don't know what to do with that

the student council president just asked me to head her gender discrimination committee yesterday and wants me to submit 12 plans on tuesday 

i have to go to the facilities management office today and follow up on the letter i gave them a few days ago and make sure everything is ready to go for tomorrow 

and yet my mom is like "siguro naman pwede kang pumasok an hour before your class para asikasuhin to di ba? para naman to sa kapatid mo eh" 

Right now, I'm thinking about some serious stuff. Like, maybe really something big as going for a high post in an organization.

"Sometimes you love people in a language they cannot understand."

I have always been struck by that particular quote.