#dizzysinbox

OH MY GOSH thank you so much morg ☹️☹️🤎 i love you so so much i’m kicking my feet. and i’m so excited! i’m going to an HBCU :3 i love youuuu 🫶🏽🫶🏽

here’s the skating fic..the other ones were okay but they weren’t my favorite. i might add on this later

you stand outside the bathroom stall, arms crossed. "riri, it doesn’t take that long to put on some fucking skates," you bang on the stall, "shuri’s waiting on us."

riri finally swings open the stall door, legs wobbling. you try to hold back a laugh as she tries to maneuver her skates on the slippery bathroom tile, "i would’ve been quicker if you shut the hell up." you catch her as she stumbles and attempts to regain her balance. you release the laugh that’s been building up inside you but riri’s glare quickly shuts you up.

out of the corner of your eye, you notice a woman glaring at you and clutching her child. you smile sheepishly and open your mouth to apologize, but riri blurts out, "got a staring problem, white bitch?"

the woman’s mouth drops open in shock as your face turns hot from mortification. "i am so, so sorry, ma'am." the woman huffs and snatches up her child, storming out of the bathroom. riri’s laugh echoes around the bathroom as you scowl at her, “that mouth gon get you fought one day.”

“i wish a nigga would,” riri scoffs as you guide her toward the door as her legs wobble.

“yeah, well, you should prolly shut the hell up while you in these skates,” you giggle, “ion think anyone gonna be scared of you if you shakin like a stripper.”

“aight, fuck you,” riri mutters as you open the door, the muffled music becoming louder. you guide her to the carpet, and she slowly gains her balance. “hey, this shit ain’t so bad.”

“there you are. how long does it take to put on a pair of skates?” you turn around to see shuri behind you, a pair of rollerblades on her feet.

“it took forever cause this nigga decided to cuss out Peppermint Patty in the bathroom,” you sigh as riri snickers behind you. you roll your eyes, “you ready?”

shuri sucks her teeth, “stop cussing out colonizers, ri” she glides over to the rink, “what did i tell you about holding your tongue?”

riri scoffs as she trails behind shuri, “yeah, i’ll show you how to hold a tongue,” she mutters under her breath.

“repeat that for me, riri?” shuri stops in her tracks and spins around, her bottom grills glinting in the multi colored lights.

“can we please just get on the rink?” you groan, grabbing shuri’s hand and pulling her with you. “she can figure this skating shit out on her own since she wanna talk out the side of her neck.”

riri flips you and shuri off as you guide her onto the rink. shuri pushes her feet forward, cruising around. you struggled to maintain your balance, but slowly start to catch up to shuri as she’s giggling. “was i too fast for you, sithandwa (my love)?”

“ha ha,” you say dryly, catching your breath, “never knew you could skate.”

“oh please,” shuri says, slowing down for you, “i was skating around the throne room with t’challa before we were out of diapers.”

no ur so real, and you should speak abt it! she’s literally HER like nobody gets her like i do.

i’m gonna get so annoying when iron heart comes out and i’m very sorry for the person i become.

LMFAOOOO OMG 😭 I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER ☹️ ima try to finish this fic by this weekend just for you 🫶🏽

take these pics of letitia and lorde in the meantime 🙏🏽 (literally my two favorite people)

first and foremost if you wanna fucking buck get off anon. you STILL follow me! how are you dickeating this BAD youre a LOSER! i’m losing feeling in my left fucking nut with the way youre dickriding me rn. “im hoping you can write something other than smut” i’m hoping you can grow a pair and quit hitting the anon button 😭

you sound real pent up so if you wanna fuck just say that or something 🤦🏽

The anonymous button was created for those who have some sorts of anxiety, insecurity or fear of communicating with others. It was created for them to reach out and ask, share, bond and in a way help them grow and regain that confidence that was slight or missing. But now it seems some of you have gained too much confidence in hiding behind that button to disrespect those who give you that opportunity to talk to them. An opportunity you aren’t worthy of.

Too much confidence in stepping out of line and talking mess; it’s one situation to give your opinions and thoughts of something you dislike. It’s a whole other situation to call others names, attacking them based on their decisions, experiences, and lives to which you have no business to! You’re lucky enough for them to even share a piece of themselves with you- and yet you take advantage of it and later on acting as if you’re the victim in this entire mess when YOU’VE started it. They’re strong enough to try and push through the uncomfortable feelings and screw up names and defend themselves because they know their boundaries, their worth. They clap back because it’s what you deserve. Advocating for themselves is never being difficult or acting as a victim. Their feelings are allowed to be expressed, they’re allowed to change their mind, disagree, express discomfort, and not always  be silent or “chill” about everything.

I understand we all have our different opinions on things and it’s good to share it, there is nothing wrong with honesty and expressing but at this point (a long time ago it was a point) it isn’t even that. Opinions are really the lowest form of human knowledge. It requires no accountability, no understanding.

The highest form of knowledge is empathy, for it requires us to suspend our egos and live in another's world. It requires profound purpose larger than the self kind of understanding. And yet it isn’t that now. It’s threats, harms, names, revealing, nosiness. Major difference between honest expressing and carelessly speaking and doing. Do ya’ll even rethink and reread what it is you’re typing before sending it? Of how that person has a life outside of this app that maybe is already affecting them enough and you come on here with your puterias, feeding your negative and fucked up energy to their minds and hearts, damaging them more? Why would you criticize another human being harshly? Have no decency? Have you ever felt the struggle between good and evil? Do you not have the capacity to keep your mind in your own business?

To shed your judgments on yourself instead of strangers? To learn out of your ignorance and into a place of acceptance and understanding? Do you not know what it's like to feel hated and let it scramble with you? If you did, you wouldn't pass opinions about people that are trying so hard to fight their way out of a personal hell. And then you’re there wondering why that person’s disappeared. It’s sickening and exasperating to see when people are unnecessarily mean. Like, you didn't have to make that comment. You could have just kept your mouth shut and left that person not feeling bad about themselves. What do you gain from making someone else feel like shit? Nothing of substance. Maybe a fleeting moment of power but that's gone as soon as it comes so why? There's enough unhappiness in the world without you adding to it.

This app isn’t- WASN’T for all of this…negativity, all this hatred, harassment, drama, toxicity. It was to escape from the real world for just a few moments, to create new bonds, to meet beautiful people in fandoms you could relate to and have a friendship with, to express yourself. To let others know you. But now, it seems the real world is just seeping through nearly everything and everyone, sharing a single post has everyone attacking you…it’s infuriating. It hurts too- you’re hurting people with your words. It’s disappointing to see what has become. And I'm sure we’re WAY better than all this. I know we’re all human, mistakes, flaws, bad paths we take. It’s normal and there's always going to be something bad and situations like these in life. And I realize that not every situation deserves a reaction, sometimes you just have to leave people to do the dumb shit they do. Sometimes we have to make peace with the fact that we might be the “villain” in someone else’s story even if we’ve done absolutely nothing wrong. We don’t get to tell them how to narrate their experience. But should we really make it a frequent occurrence every damn month? Do you not get annoyed by repeating the same cycle? By repeating the same words yet in a stronger way? Don’t y'all have a life, or have time to check yourselves first before hopping on here and calling someone a bitch? Ungrateful? Butting into someone’s personal life and revealing it? Asking weird uncomfortable questions and more shit that just irritates and hurts others? Grow up, please.

If they do unfollow you, delete, block, and leave— don’t think they’re being childish, petty, a “pussy” or that you’ve “won.”

It means your toxicity is invalid in their lives and they know their worth and appreciate their value. They don’t want any form of contact with that energy you have. They want to move on in peace and not give a damn of what you’re doing, thinking or saying. They have requirements, not expectations.

Don’t like the people on here? Block, delete, unfollow, unfriendly, erase, disconnect, turn off, and leave. Stir up whatever it is you want out of this app. Or if you are going to stick around, do us all a favor and shut up. Keep those thoughts and that energy to yourself…or a therapist. Matter a fact I don’t wish that on a therapist- turn to God. Seriously. He can handle you better than we all can. Don’t like what you read on a writer’s post? Bible- pick that up, work on kindness, respect, and humility. Thanks.

(I believe in you dizzy…all of you🤍)

oh wow. this was definitely a read but this is the sweetest and most realest thing ever ☹️☹️. like my eyes started to sweat☹️. thank you so so much, whoever sent this, REVEAL YOURSELF. SO I CAN KISS YOU ON THE MOUTH!! you have such a beautiful and kind heart, i really needed this. and i’m sure others do too ☹️☹️ thank you so much 🥹🥹 I CANT BREATHE!

AHHH thank you sm 😭😭🫶🏽

that is literally my girl…nobody taking my crown as biggest riri fan. i’m tearing up just thinking abt her hollon

i’n writing another riri fic if it makes you happy 🤞🏽

She has said so many times she don’t swing that way and I just know she’s tired of y’all and y’all got the nerve to all nashuri fandom werid ..

oh you finally got the balls to come of anon! that’s really cute.

first and foremost, you can fuck all the way off. when has letitia said she’s straight? she’s never said anything abt her orientation. whatever she is, that’s for her to decide. i’m gonna admire her either way. eat my ass from the back nigga.

nobody with half a brain gives any fucks about which way she swings. the jokes are just that, jokes. y’all are the ones reading too much into it LMFAOOOO. before you come in my askbox talking out the side of your neck, you should proofread your shit. and this isn’t abt fucking ships, so stop trying to twist this shit into a nashuri/shuriri thing. hop out my mutual’s askbox and put this energy into a fucking occupation. the Burger King down the way is looking for toilet scrubbers.

kickflip off a bridge and livestream it babes, make sure you get the angles right. fuck out my inbox