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u still alive gang
Yes! butttt, bad news: ya boi flew close to the sun (or Eye lol) and got major burnout (along with the ao3 curse hitting me like a ton of bricks)
good news: I do plan on still making the dating sim, but the official release date is gonna be tbd while i get my life back on track π
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i accidentally spread myself to thin and can't post a beta update this month π₯΄ sorry y'all
π¨πΎ Beta access update! (0251021)
Going a tiny bit insane, so this update is mostly maintenance π¬
π First time here? Read the intro post!
π’ New updates:
We meet Elias (kinda!), he's still creepy! Woo!
We're starting the tour of Magnus! (I say starting 'cause it took me like 2 hours to figure out how tf to do the menu for it and I cried like... 3 times lol) (also, it's just we've got the menu for it, not the actual tour π« )
Changed up the fonts! (Idk how I feel about them, so lmk what you think!)
Minor coding updates to make sure everything runs more smoothly
Minor grammar & spelling updates (yay β¨dyslexiaβ¨ π)
If you wanna help out with future scenes/art, check out this post!
β¬οΈ Check here to download!
π¬ 1Β Β π 2Β Β β€οΈ 14Β Β·Β π¨πΎ ARCHIVAL ANNOUNCEMENT: BETA ACCESS INITIATED πΎπ¨Β Β·Β (AKA: I had a realization brighter than one of Elias's many, many eye
π¨πΎ Beta access update! (0250922)
Went a bit stir crazy and added like 400 lines of code π¬
π First time here? Read the intro post!
π’ New updates:
Added some funky dialogue menu options!
We're finally seeing the inside of the Institute!
Minor grammar & spelling updates (yay β¨dyslexiaβ¨ π)
If you wanna help out with future scenes/art, check out this post!
β¬οΈ Check here to download!
π¬ 0Β Β π 1Β Β β€οΈ 10Β Β·Β π¨πΎ ARCHIVAL ANNOUNCEMENT: BETA ACCESS INITIATED πΎπ¨Β Β·Β (AKA: I had a realization brighter than one of Elias's many, many eye
π¨πΎ Beta access update! (0250914)
π First time here? Read the intro post!
New updates:
Grammar & spelling updates (yay β¨dyslexiaβ¨ π)
Minor coding updates to make sure everything goes more smoothly
Some minor wording updates
Writers block has been a pain (so no new scenes βΉοΈ), but if you wanna help out, check out this post!
β¬οΈ Check here to download!
π¬ 0Β Β π 1Β Β β€οΈ 9Β Β·Β π¨πΎ ARCHIVAL ANNOUNCEMENT: BETA ACCESS INITIATED πΎπ¨Β Β·Β (AKA: I had a realization brighter than one of Elias's many, many eyes
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π§β¨ GENERAL ARCHIVES STATUS UPDATE β¨π§
Or: Your local trash panda is getting a (slightly) more consistent source of caffeine!
π First time here? Read the intro post!
THE HEADLINE: In about two weeks, I start a new job! (This is a GOOD thing!! Rent money = more time for coding long-term, believe it or not! π)
π£ WHAT THIS MEANS FOR THE ARCHIVES:
My schedule is shifting from "unemployed chaos gremlin" to "employed chaos gremlin." Here's the new game plan:
ποΈ GENERAL UPDATES: Will shift from daily to every few days. The chaos will be less frequent, but I promise it will be just as unhinged when it arrives.
πΎ BETA UPDATES: After the next one I have planned, the schedule will shift from every 2-3 weeks to every 3-4 weeks. Quality over speed! This just means each update will have more baked-in goodness.
β±οΈ ETA of the game itself: This one is a complete maybe, but I may have to push it to late (like Nov/Dec) 2026 instead of my og June 2026. I will absolutely tell y'all if this is the case though! β’ I realyyy don't want to accidentally spread myself too thin and give myself burnout, ya know?
βΌοΈ THE MOST IMPORTANT PART:
This project is NOT stopping. It's my hyperfixation, my love letter to TMA, and my favorite thing to work on. This just means I have to be a little more adult about when I do it. (Unfortunately, the Beholding does not pay my bills π« )
Thank you all for the incredible support so far, especially everyone who's downloaded the beta! Seeing y'all enjoy it is the best motivation ever. Now let's get this bread so I can eventually get back to coding you more digital statements! π»β¨
ETA for new schedule: September 19(ish), 2025!
Last Edited: September 5, 2025 β 9:15pm / 21:15 (Pacific Time β US & Canada) Reason: added an update for the eta of the game itself
Redid the credits (almost bricked my pc π bc I was an idiot lol) and I'm really happy with how they're looking!
Slight note: The peeps that are in the credits are not in this screen, but trust me, they are there in the actual credits!
π First time here? Read the intro post!
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The "# vanished into The Lonely" is a count for those who choose to remain anonymous!
AS A REMINDER: You donβt need to have your full and/or any part of your name put on here, pseudonyms are fully accepted, no questions asked! I only have mine bc itβs literally on my website lol
And for the fuckin' nerds (affectionate) who wanna see the coding:
Imma go to bed cause ya boi's got an intake appt with a psychiatrist and I didn't even realize it's like 2am π lol
We taking care of our mental health up in here lol
Last Edited: September 14, 2025 β 5:00am / 05:00 (Pacific Time β US & Canada) Reason: added the "as a reminder" bit
My personal favorite thing I added to the bottom of the credits screen:
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Last Edited: September 4, 2025 β 4:58pm / 16:58 (Pacific Time β US & Canada) Reason: made alt text more screen reader friendly
