#dissociation ---

Trying to make a cup brownie but like good old dissociation and idk how many tsp of flour I've used and don't even get me started on the sugar

feeling unidentifiable emotions, feeling real and unreal at the same time, but in a good way i guess, desperately wishing i hadn’t forgotten my cigarettes at home

tmfw you’re trying to explain your dissociation to your mom for the first time, but school starts soon so she says you’re just nervous, and you’re like “no mom this isn’t recent, i’ve been dealing with this my whole life please just /try/ to listen-”

ughh im so mad and keep splitting on everyone but im also super high and dissociated so idk whats hapn’n 

literally i look thru most of my past moodboards and im like who in the fucking hell made these

that dissociation fw ur looking through ur photobooth and nobody looks like you