#disorder posting

anyone else feel like they dont belong in neurodivergent spaces despite being very very neurodivergent

cool thing about anxiety disorder is that it can feel like an 18 wheeler is justnkind of hitting you in the chest at 40 mph non stop all day and no one even knows because you're like "yeah this is what I would call a middle to slightly above average anxiety. no need to make a big stink of it" while normally what you're feeling would have the average person throwing up

feeling violent and for what (disorder)

i love when the characters wear a physical mask and lose it when they become their true self. metaphor for masking and later being free and happy unmasked trust me

almost funny waking up and going through the usual house tour of someones mad at me and the rest mock me for waking up so late (i was actually letting myself rot in bed for two hours but sure) and just having to bite back any visible issues and act like im not looping "i need to kill myself" in my thoughts

feels like theres something under my skin