#discushernia

Hello! Since this is my first blog post, I want to tell you a bit more about myself and what my blogs will be about.

I’m Ljilja. Unlike most other teenagers, I don’t have many friends and I don’t go out much. I feel like I have a lot of things to say and share with others, but I don’t really have anyone to talk to. I’m lonely. That’s why I thought it would be a good idea to start a blog - to finally open up about the things that are bothering me and that I’m struggling with. Maybe I’ll meet someone with the same problems as me and maybe I’ll get a good advice on how to make my life a bit easier.

I want my blog to be like a diary - raw, personal and honest. I want to share my true feelings with the world and tell my story. Every week I’ll try to post a new blog where I’ll talk about Diabetes, Discus Hernia, Sciatica, (broken) friendships, music, school, my interests and hobbies...It will be like a little collection of personal experiences with different illnesses and conditions, my opinions on different topics, feelings and reminiscences.

As I’m writing this, I’m feeling a little bit scared. I’m about to share my deepest thoughts and feelings on the Internet, where everything stays forever and where anyone can use the information that I share against me. I’m well aware of that and I’ll be very careful. I’ll never share the real names of the people I’m mentioning. There are things that I’ll share, but some things will just stay forever in my heart and I’ll keep them to myself forever. I will never put anything on the Internet that can put me in danger, or anyone close to me. As much as I want to be open, I know that’s not completely possible. So, please, bear that in mind while reading my posts.

If you are someone who feels hurt, lonely, isolated and disappointed in life, then please consider giving my blog a chance. Maybe we can relate to each other and maybe we will feel less lonely in this huge world, full of fake people. This blog is for the sensitive and gentle souls.