#discoverurself

My first attempt at blogging. how do we start? I have no idea. I may very well start by introducing myself. I'm 16,a Girl with the best of parents and of course friends. Why I am blogging is a tough question,but maybe I can give you an answer.

I have Inside me a million things which i want to share-but not with anyone who knows me.I want to be an anonymous writer-Quite weird,isn't it? Well, I am Weird -to give a start.Bizarre.Crazy.Complicated.And Sentimental. Yes,that's me. I am a complicated bunch of worries,feelings,hopes,desires,wants and... DREAMS. "Dreams are what I am made of". Sometimes when I'm just walking on the road,I want to go on and on-Aimlessly and destination less.

Sometimes you prefer being solitary than being with your friends-not that you don't like their company or anything but because you want to discover yourself. You want to dream-without  letting anyone in.. Being solitary does not mean being alone.For me,it means exploring oneself.Sometimes I just want to walk a lonely road without caring for anybody around me and just think.Think what?Think about Myself. People say I'm a cheerful,happy go-lucky girl.The Cheerfulcherry,as they call me, but I am that only for the outside world.Inside I am calm as the pacific.And that is what i ever I wanted to be -An enclosed ocean of dreams and whispers.An introvert,to be precise.

In this busy world,where people are working constantly to survive and make their lives better -They forget what they are working for-Happiness and a feeling of content in their life. and in a bid to chase that very happiness,they lose themselves in the rush, which is quite sad.Almost every  person in this world tries to make people around him happy-he cares for everyone-parents,siblings,friends,colleagues and the list goes on and on.Never does he realize that he has to care for HIMSELF too.He has to care for his very own soul too.

Cause each one of us out there has a perfectly golden soul-lost however, in search of some happiness out there.Search Inside.Unveil your soul yourself.

Try being solitary for a while.Let no one disturb you and go in the Utopian world where everything is just perfect.It's a wonderful feeling,trust me.Let your mind wander anywhere-don't stop it because at last it will come to you only.Try being with yourself for a while and you'll realize what a wonderful person you were missing by. Discover yourself then. Discover Bliss. Discover Peace. It's a wonderful feeling,trust me.

"Words had to prized out of her like stones out of ground.And people were jealous of her silence.When she wasn't speaking it was as though she was away somewhere,out there in the world in those places no one has ever been. Whether they were only the outlying districts of city or places beyond our imagination-who knew?They attained a special fascination simply because they were unknown to people and remained out of their reach."

Yes.This is what I want to become. ^_^