Can we talk about how disabled people are literally left to die in emergency situations? Because I feel like we donβt talk about this enough.
Today my apartment building (I live in on-campus living) had a fire drill. I live on the ninth floor. The last few times weβve had one Iβve been able to drag myself downstairs with the help of my roommates and Iβve had several flareups because of this.
When the alarm went off, I decided to see if I could get an exception to use the elevator instead, even though we technically arenβt supposed to use them. Iβm already in a flareup and I would not have been able to make it downstairs without assistance, and I did not want to make my symptoms even worse.
There was a security guard in my floorβs common area. I asked him if I could use the elevators and he said no. I asked what I should do, gesturing to my cane so he knew I wasnβt going to be able to go down the stairs. He told me to sit down and wait for his supervisor.
He was on the phone with his supervisor for several minutes, and eventually the supervisor came upstairs. He asked if I was the one who needed medical help and I said yes. He then asked if this was a βtemporary or long-term thing.β I told him it was long-term.
Then he says, βwell, you canβt use the elevators. If thereβs a fire in the elevator room, they wonβt work, so we shut them down for drills.β
I asked what I was supposed to do then, and he said: βWhy are you even living here? You shouldnβt be living on the ninth floor. You need to talk to ODS (Office of Disability Services) and move to a different apartment.β
The original security guard chimed in with, βyou should just go back to your room and wait it out. And then both of them just left.
They didnβt even try to offer assistance or come up with a solution. No asking what my capabilities were, no offering to help me down the stairs, no trying to figure out a way for me to safely exit the building. Nothing. They just turned it around on me, blamed me for daring to not live on the ground floor.
If worse came to worst and there WAS a real fire, I would find a way to get out. Iβd take the flareup over dying. But what if I couldnβt walk? What if I was in a wheelchair, or could only walk a few steps? What then? And what if this was the only apartment I could afford? What if this was the only room that was available? What if ODS was not accessible to me? What if for one reason or another I couldnβt get housing accommodations?
Would I just be left to die because the people whose job it is to help people decided they couldnβt be bothered to at least TRY to come up with a solution?
The worst part is, during one of the previous drills, security told us: βIf youβre disabled and need help exiting the building, please let us know, and weβll come up with a plan.β And yet when I did that, the best they could offer me was essentially telling me βyouβd better hope thereβs not a real fire, because weβre not going to help you if there is.β
Unbelievable. And I know Iβm far from the only person who has experienced this. This was literally a discussion point in my Disability Studies class a few weeks agoβ how disabled people are often left behind in emergencies, how they are blamed for not being able to get out, for having the audacity to exist in a world that is inaccessible. Itβs absolutely horrific that these people would sooner let us die a horrific, traumatic death than be bothered to come up with a way to help or offer any kind of assistance.
