and this is okay to share bc the only people i know irl who follow me already know basically so its fine lol, thank u for this quiet little corner of the internet so I don’t have to feel like people will be peeking at my life when i dont want them to i just want to record nice things !

Positives: On the The Ordinary skincare experiment - Today I had lunch with my boyf and he told me my skin looked clearer, and I hadn’t told him anything about trying new skincare stuff except for mentioning it briefly when the package first arrived! It’s been about a week since I started using the products. I also finally got an AM moisturizer so it’s got sunscreen in it, go me.

I think ascribing to no type of religion or spiritual practice is really difficult for most people to understand. Or it seems that way.

It’s 110% impossible for me to understand how anyone feels anything while at church, though, so you know.

I have been so consistent w my exercise; I love it. I love being sweaty and wiped out and taking a shower and eating food.

I’m subbing in 5th grade tomorrow and I am a little scared but it’s okay, it will be okay.

Like reasonably, I know that they had a lot of tuff stuff going on. And that maybe they are unnecessarily embarrassed about something and that is why they were/are avoiding me? And that you shouldn’t do things for people expecting something in return. And like, the thing is, when I did the kind thing, I did not expect anything in return at all. It’s just that when I look at this whole thing laid out it’s kind of like wtf ??? I actually went out of my way and I did my best to be a Good Friend and I mean even still if they reached out to me I would probably do the same, but then they just IGNORED ME when I tried a couple times to reACH OUT and CONNECT and be like “Oh I was finally able to read the story you wanted me to read! :)” and tried to start a conversation about it but nothing happened !!!!!!!