from @dinopunching: ❝ you can’t get all worked up every time something happens to me. that’s just life. you’re not always gonna be able to protect me from it. ❞
❝ I KNOW . ❞ they’ve had this discussion countless times , and in both situations — either about sebastian’s concern for carol , or carol’s concern for him in turn . both live dangerous lives , caught up in worlds beyond their control , so worry is a natural factor in their relationship ; IT’S INEVITABLE , but clearly they both have a tendency to take it a bit too far or heighten the emotions too strongly . as sebastian presses his palms into the island counter , LEANING OVER , peering at carol near the sink , his head starts spinning , the cogs and wheels of a constructive mind bursting to life with new consideration and energy . they’re in his flat in london — these conversations always seem to happen right as they’re prepping for dinner , as if they were timed for that occasion . ❝ i know , ❞ he says again , clearing his throat and peering down at the granite countertops beneath his fingers . ❝ and i can say the exact same thing you always say to me after i finish an assignment . I’M ALWAYS GOING TO WORRY . i’m always going to fear for your life and want your safety , but in the end , i know you have to these things and take on these responsibilities because it’s in your nature . IT’S YOUR JOB . ❞ another pause , and another thought encroaches his mind . ❝ there’s a way we could ease the stress of this whole situation , you know . ❞ as he turns to wash his hands in the sink , he braces for carol’s incoming reaction to the major suggestion . ❝ make it easier to tolerate each other’s work and all the dangers we find ourselves in . no more sleepless nights . ❞ after drying his hands off , he faces carol again . ❝ what if you moved in with me ? HERE ? lived with me in london . what if you . . . we could be together more often . it could solve a lot of the anxiety we’re feeling . we could take that next step , care . ❞ sebastian tilts his head , bottom lip between his teeth . ❝ do you think you’re ready for that ? I’M READY FOR IT . ❞














