#dinie

I am a little concern about some dm I've been receiving. Most of the message were people begging for donations (not that I don't want to donate, I'm 16 and I'm broke.) and then I got 2 message people greet Hey and hi without explaining why they dm me.

I sometimes answer, I think. It's rare for me to greet people back through tumblr's (or any website) DM.

You need to explain why you DM from the first place. As for example; invitation of Discord server (but I'll be a little sketchy about joining DS because I'm paranoid and having trust issues)

So yeah.. please explain yourself first why you DM me. Thank you and haveaniceday 🌺

me: then that means you are

me: full of shit

me: 😀😀😀😀😂😂😂😂

dinie: mean

hello again.

so im leaving today.

i feel so awkward trying to text you about this especially since its about emotions and stuff, so i'm just going to put it up here.

im gonna miss you. actually, i've been missing you since that last fight we had. i just don't pine as much as i used to anymore. i've learned to be at peace with this feeling.

i know we haven't talked in months -- like properly talked -- it's not that, though. you're just very special to me. you buried yourself into my being and it's so hard to get you out. "But I have infinite tenderness for you; I always will my whole life," right?

i haven't seen you in so long and i really don't understand why i put you in such high esteem that i think you should know when i'm leaving, and i kind of don't know what i'm saying now but i guess this is like a physical goodbye, because i can't afford to do it anymore.

god, i wanted to see you the other day. i wanted to see you one last time before i leave, to hug you and breathe in the last of your scent and just remember how happy we were when we were together. i wish i could have. i miss you so much.

we were so good together.

my luggage is full so i can't bring the jacket you left me even thought i want to (are you sure you don't want it back?), but i have the necklace you gave me so it's fine.

it's so lame, i'm pining for you like this like i always do. i'm always the last one to move on. i'm so lame. shae keeps telling me to stop because it's so destructive but you were so addictive it's awful. and i miss you.

so yeah. i don't know where i was going with this and i don't know what i'm saying. but this is my goodbye to you. i miss you, i'll still miss you. you're always here, so if you need me just message me on here or something. not like you will, but assurance is a nice feeling.

i wanted to text you this but i didnt know if you were interested in knowing...?

i just wanted to tell you im leaving on the 4th of june, early morning. the number you have of me in your phone will no longer be my number (obviously), so in the rare occurence you actually want to talk to me, you can always reach me through here or something.

but then again you've never really needed me after all that, so why am i telling you this?

i dont know. i dont know. you're way too special to me and its stupid that even until now im still so occupied with the thought of you. its not so obsessive anymore, though.

i hope you're okay.

do you even check these anymore?