I understood that lies have a way of biting you down, I understood that anger could pull you out of this ribcage and make you a miserable loser you never hoped to be, I understood that people have a tendency to remote control their partners because they're not strong enough to let things go, When I was little, I stole things that I didn't need or want just to feel that there was something in the world that I could own, I understood that love could not be owned, I understood that my heart was the size of a fist that didn’t learn to love itself unless it gave itself a beating, I understood the dance floor was the safest place to be during the apocalypse, I understood that hugs were trap doors to heaven, I understood that messy things were beautiful, I understood that to make something happen you must believe in its possibility, I know all of this, I still don't know how to hold on to this balloon called happiness, I'm learning everyday how to be human without being a bitch, And it inspires me, It inspires my bones and i'm hungry for more inspiration, Every night the sky opens its mouth and swallows the sun just to make room for the moon, What a wonderful way to live life, to be so full of light but always be hungry for more.
Diffident Desires
