Are you autistic? Do impossible/improbable hypothetical scenarios and "what-if"s cause you distress?
I'm autistic; yes, often
I'm autistic; sometimes
I'm autistic; no, not really
Not autistic; yes, often
Not autistic; sometimes
Not autistic; no, not really
Not sure if autistic; yes, often
Not sure if autistic; sometimes
Not sure if autistic; no, not really
Other/it's complicated
Voting ended onDec 19, 2025
Anon is autistic and wants to know if how they feel about impossible or difficult "what-if" questions is "normal" or if it's something other autistic people experience.
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But if we are being honest with ourselves, there are fewer pleasures in life as simple, or indeed as great, than taking a moment to stare out over the wire/abyss/majesty/spectacle/vista/band/other of your horizon, taking a deep breath, andĀ thinking. Or indeed not thinkingājust staring out, empty and happy as a beach ball, yet knowing how aloof and unknowable and sexy and intriguing you must look to the hikers/dog walkers/wildlife/insects/others around you.Ā You just wouldn't get it, your body language appears to say.
This is because life offers no pleasures quite like a goodĀ #landscape. It's a home and retreat for every reason, every season, and indeed everyone. All are welcome to stand or sit and marvel at the extraordinary, often moving sights offered by millions of years of natural, and very slow, changes in rock formations above and below the crust of the earth.
We will leave you with these fantastic images for now, and if you ever happen to see us avoiding bae, romancing our melancholic solitude, and gazing out over the horizon, don't hesitate to say hi.
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9. favorite smell in the summer? sunscreen and lemon
28. five songs to describe you? this is the hardest thing i've ever been asked... but i guess it's: No Choir - Florence + The Machine; Ribs - Lorde; SUMMERTIME - The Carters, Bikini Porn - Tove Lo; Apesar De VocĆŖ - Chico Buarque
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
76. whatās your favorite potato food? mashed potatoes!!
94. favorite season? where i come from we don't have very distinct seasons, but if i had to pick a favorite i'd choose fall (it starts nicely warm and ends with festa junina)
Needless to say, this is going to be long.Ā Ā Needful to say this is going to be almost entirely meta.Ā
Thereās a new archive site being considered for OPM manga chapters.Ā No need to sign up with Google to read, no ads, and so far Iāve found it clean and fast loading.Ā So, please go read chapter 150 here if you need the story/want to refresh your mind on the fine points:Ā https://catmanga.org/series/opm/150Ā @vibhavmāĀ would also like to know what you make of the site -- message him directly. :)
Right, with that out of the way, letās GO!
Excellent call back to Bang using the same words
The Rod of Discipline
I have been dying for backstory for Bang and Garou forever, and here we are!Ā Normally, I do get annoyed when backstory is interspersed with a current fight, but in this instance, it adds a much-needed context to everything that is happening.
We find out mostly through Bomb, who is watching the showdown between erstwhile master and disciple closely.Ā As the elder of the pair,Ā Bomb has seen it as his role to correct the dissolute life his talented younger brother once led.Ā Ā The cruel, selfish, hard-drinking, hard-fighting and sluttish life that Bang had once led would be difficult for anyone to countenance and with Bang hurting people on a whim,Ā Bomb decided that he had to step in.
āYou havenāt even overcome yourself.ā That is for me the pivotal line here.
Overcoming oneself seems to be the theme here.Ā Itās definitely been the big thing for Bang, first feeling ashamed that he had tried to kill his own brother while the latter had shown restraint even as he beat him down.Ā Ā
Bang disciplined himself, set aside his offensive style to develop an incredible defensive style, opened a school and even became a hero more recently.Ā Ā We see a series of snapshots as Bomb watches Bangās development approvingly.Ā Heās been more ambivalent of Bangās decision to become a hero,Ā but you canāt fault Bomb for still keeping an eye and supportive hand on his brother, come what may.
It's good to see that while his brother succeeded in admonishing him for his selfish and anti social life, Bang still has to learn to truly give of himself to others. Turning over a new leaf is a nice idiom, but truly changing oneself is a long-term project. Ā Iāve written before about Bangās failings as a master. Bang acknowledging his failings as a master in text is so important. It's not just Garou: losing nearly all his students is an outcome of his neglecting them.Ā
Even in his ninth decade of life, thereās something wholesome and humbling about seeing Bang realise that he still has things to learn and room to grow.Ā Ā He wants to get through to Garou the way Bomb got through to him.Ā Ā Thatās why heās thrown away chance after chance to land a killing blow, getting hit and hit again as he faces off against Garou and hopes to reach him.
We leave off as something seems to be happening to Garou.Ā Heās still and his mask is cracking.Ā Bang is watching expectantly and...
...ah, but weāre going to have to wait and see what happens as we go to see what else is going on.
To the Bitter End
Over on the other side of the battlefield, something else is going crack and another disciple is questioning his convictions. Under the relentless assault of billions of monsters, Genosās legs have finally given way and he goes crashing to the ground.Ā Ā But he doesnāt think of his predicament first: Tatsumaki is also down for the count and sheās in a worse state than he is in.Ā Ā He rockets over, slams the Black Sperms holding Tatsumaki into paste and starts to drag Tatsumaki away.
Unfortunately, her dress is a heck of a lot stretchier than it looks, making dragging her hard work.Ā Black Sperm isnāt helping, taunting him with the number of āhimā left over ( about 4.5 billion).Ā Itās hopeless.Ā There isnāt a way to turn this situation around.
As though to echo Genosās gloomy thoughts, Tatsumaki briefly regains consciousness to ask him to run away already.
Tatsumaki, going back to Demon Cyborg rather than Genos is on one level emotional separation, but itās more than that. By calling him by his hero name, she's also absolving him of any guilt in abandoning her. Ā Heroes hate to leave someone behind and are big on berating themselves that there should have been something they could have done.Ā By telling him there's nothing he could have done, she's telling him it's okay to leave.
And in answer, he laid on top of her to shield her from the monster as long as possible.
Not that Black Sperm is making it easy.Ā Genos has propped himself up as much as possible so as to provide a buffer between himself and Tatsumaki and the monster is pile-driving his head and whatās left of his arms into the ground, but itās worse than that. The last page is filled with blood splatter and that blood is Genosās. Itās not easy to make a full-bodied cyborg bleed (but we saw such an event early on, when Genos ripped Armored Gorillaās limbs off and thrashed the poor creature so soundly blood poured out of its nose), but you can... and with so little body, Genos doesnāt have much blood to spare. This isnāt just broken parts to be fixed overnight.Ā He really is getting beaten to death here.
Looking at this, Iām thinking just how true to his name, Genocide, he is.Ā You see, the kanji with which his name is written means āgreat slaughterā but it also means āto fight fiercely until the endā.Ā Even in the terrible state he is in, he still has the power to slaughter every last monster on site by self-detonating and erasing all life in a five kilometer radius.Ā But heās turned away from that to continue to fight for the life of one lousy human being with whom heās never gotten along, even at the price of a slow and painful death.Ā Even if it turns out to be for nothing.Ā
If thatās not strength, I donāt know what that is.Ā Ā A lot of the words may be carried over from the webcomic, but they hit completely differently. Itās sad to see Genos thinking himself weak because he canāt do what Saitama does and stretch out a lazy arm to eliminate even the toughest enemies, but heās shown us so graphically how much more to strength there is than inexhaustible physical prowess.
Meta: The More Similar, The More Important the Differences
Itās easy to see the physical similarities between Garou and Bang and easy to note how both of them are drowning in talent Ā But I canāt help but be struck by how different their rationales are in coming off the rails.Ā There is no way Garou would not have been appalled by Young Bang.Ā Garou is motivated by his struggling to think of how to make a positive, noticeable impact on the world, not just his own personal gratification.Ā
Garou does not drink, smoke, take drugs, chase after women (or men).Ā He may be getting in a lot of fights, but theyāre not purely for fun.Ā Heās a good person wrestling with his place in the world.Ā On the other hand, Bang has been a bad person who is wrestling with his desire to become a better person in this world.Ā
Iām thinking... just as we know that Bangās joining the Hero Association wasnāt mainly intended as a message to Bomb (who saw it as his little brother saying āIāve really changed), Iām sure Bang is seeing Garou as being just like him in the reason heās acting out, which isnāt right either.
Iām not having a good feeling about this as I look at the brothersā hopeful faces.
Coda: ONE is evil, part 66
I've been saying that this arc, ONE has been going out of his way to break heroes in a way they find most painful to them, and heās really brought the savage. Melting off Darkshineās skin.Ā Killing Atomicās friends and mentors in front of him in the nastiest way possible. Iām sure that Atomic Samurai is going to be triggered every time he even hears someone slurping up a thick milkshake.Ā Ā A guy like Genos, who likes a six-foot separation distance between himself and 99.9999999% of the world, ONE loves inflicting prolonged, sadistic, dignity-attacking manglings on him.Ā
This time, ONE has outdone himself, by presenting Genos with situations where putting himself in compromising positions is the only heroic course of action. Ā Way up too close to Drive Knight, who compounded the indignity by discarding him shamelessly as soon as he got what he wanted from him.Ā I can see ONE now, steepling his fingers.Ā 'Oh, you want to protect Tatsumaki at all costs, eh? Ā Admirable, admirable, now climb on top of her. Yeah, you heard right. Chop-chop, those little monsters aren't going to wait around forever.Ā She wonāt mind -- sheās passed out.Ā Oh, you mind? Look on the bright side, once they beat you to death, you're not going to have to remember this. Then again, given how tough you are, that may take a while...'
If Bang is hoping that the cracking of Garouās mask is going to reveal a newly-penitent student, ready to give him another chance, he may be in for an unpleasant surprise.
Number 11 for whoever would have the most interesting answer??
11. Imagine there is a beast that craves attention. If you ignore it, despite being deadly, it will leave you alone. Could you live like that? Even if it possibly attacked others? Would you try and challenge something that unknown?
So, bonus for you, youāre getting two because Arrow and Doppelganger came to mind:
Arrow: All beastsĀ crave attention. All monster demand to step into your light, to take up space. It is my duty to stand up to those things, to protect my people. The Nothing threatens us all, craves to be seen over all that is here, and I must stand up to it. I must stop this world from ripping itself apart because it sees no other way than to stand and let the Nothing thrive.
Doppelganger: I think my beasts crave some serious attention. Fucking elite fuckers. They always want all eyes on them. And a very real part of me wants to just ignore them and try to live my life but⦠Iāve seen the other wandering the streets. Iāve seen the broken people theyāve left behind at every corner, even in the mirror. I canāt let them go on. I wonāt ignore them if it will cause others to hurt. I canāt do that. They do have things they want kept secret, swept under the rug, and Iām gonna flash a bright fucking spotlight on them and make these fuckers pay for what theyāve done.