#die_4_the_hype

A short note from me:

so... it’s my 100th post with lockscreens. I’m not sure how many lockscreens I’ve created since I started this blog.

i took a, pretty much, one year break because i was feeling like i lost all the enthusiasm and energy for it. i left when Dom was becoming more and more popular. I came back to a much more bigger community and I’m trying to find myself there once again. but I just had to come back... I just missed it too much.

everyday i procrastinate. since the whole pandemic began, i was becoming more and more... unwilling? reluctant? to do anything. by the end of each day i was thinking of what i achieved and did that day. almost every night I had to tell myself “nothing”. Now, even though I’m still pushing away doing my “study stuff” and a few other important things, i can at least tell myself that I did something. I sat down and concentrate for enough time to actually produce something. Something that may make someone happy. (i hope.)