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i feel like at least when i was in high school i had an excuse for being bad at school and never doing anything etc because i had a severe eating disorder, back when that was still a valid excuse, and then during COVID i had an excuse for being bad at school and never doing anything because it was COVID, and now it's like literally nothing's wrong but i still don't do schoolwork and barely eat and spend all my time wishing i was dead but like there's no real reason so i feel like i have no excuse for why i'm still fucking like this















