Oct 11, 2025
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Disability/DID venting
So yeah, after lots of talking with a new therapist and multiple sessions, I'm 99% sure I have DID
I just sat down to draw the alters I'm sorta aware of,--
I physically just felt one of them stop fronting bc I wanted to stop listening to the song I was listening to and my vision went weird??? FIRST TIME I've ever noticed that happening!!! anyway
I went to draw the alters I suspect exist and one like. fucking possessed me. idk how else to describe it. He was so fucking angry but he drew himself nicely bc he knew the drawing tablet was important and he didn't want to break it.
Then I started drawing another alter I suspected existed-- someone that I thought was possibly me experiencing mania in the past-- and she took over and started drawing herself too!!! she's still very. present. and my head hurts a lil. But I think she's a teenager and she draws SOOOOOOO much like how I liked to draw when I was in middle school/early high school it's actually uncanny
my head hurts. I'm so confused. I don't know who to talk to about all of this other than my therapist so I'm writing this down here.
That DID feel when you don't know who you are rn
I took that system/plurality quiz the other day and I cannot remember it at all. I remember clicking on it and I have a screenshot of my results, but I cannot remember a single question from the quiz. It's so funny when my brain is just like "nope you're not gonna remember the DID stuff again"
Ive been having difficulty verbalizing my thoughts and feelings and problems to my therapist so I showed them my journal because writing is a much better format for me. Bro when I tell you their eyes LIT up 😂 they were like "wow thank you so much for sharing this with me, there's a lot of good stuff in here"
Like yesssss understand what's wrong me. Understand what the voices will not let me speak aloud yes yessss
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My replacement for simplyplural is yelling when I'm home alone and making alter pinterest boards
Going to set up Pluralkit only to find out one of you has already started it and you have no memory of it
Trying to look up DID memes then Someone ™ is near the front and makes us so fuzzy we can barely read bc god forbid I'm allowed to learn about the Disorder