#dibalikawan

-Kim Dokja, Chapter 188-

Its raining yesterday so i wear my headset and go by motorcycle.wandering around like this bring me a moment of peace.

i see people writing of what 2019 they had, but when i think i want to write something too i just can’t. i feel its empty, that if i dont try to remember i probably will forgot what am i doing last year. sometimes my memories reset itself without my concern.

This 2019 i try to be more like people. but it made me feel less like people x’D. i try so hard that i even delayed my uni final project and abandoning my writing (oh i write stories, mainly for myself, fiction of course, its keep me alive).in the end i ended up saying, ah... this turn again to my starting point isn’t it?

thats nothing wrong with that, and i actually gain a bit of things too that im grateful for. but i just feel like people is really far away. well as a human, I too, wanted to make story with another human. so i... still want continue to survive in this year

Happy New Year :)

[the quote is from Kim Dokja, Omniscient Reader ch. 334]

[and the song i sang on the pic is Cage by Sawano Hiroyuki. play it, its really beautiful]