Q) What does your Mann desire?
Bob: What is my Mann? Not my heart? Both sides of duality?
Turtle: Your Mann is thoughts that are driven by Maya. Whether the outcome of the thought is good or bad is still bought to the Mann by Maya. Manmat-mat driven by the Mann. Gurmat-mat blessed by the Guru (I.e; gurbani, simran etc.)
Bob: If I could pull you out of me like a parasite cleanse, I would. Like reversing the process of dripping morphine, trickling into my veins. If I could place you in the oven to burn the germs away, or spill bleach on you to drain you from your source, I would. If I could be a government on your body, invade every state of hair and rob you of your touch, I would. If I could, I would. I lie. Because I can. Why else would Guru Ji tell me "aaj milaavaa saykh fareed taakim koonjarhee-aa manhu machind-rhee-aa. ||1|| rahaa-o."
You can meet the Lord today, O Shaykh Fareed, if you restrain your bird-like desires which keep your mind in turmoil. ||1||Pause|| (ANG 488). You're wrong Bob, you're full of the desire of resistance. Resisting yourself; your being, your essence, your light. In resistance, there is only 'I'. Where there is 'I' there is no You. So no, you can't destroy your organs, your language, your senses. No. This is not what being asked of you. Let the parasites move in the motion of your energy whilst you live in acceptance. Allow morphine to drug you and aim to mould you but fail as you take support in Naam. Let the fire close enough to burn you, just don't do anything to draw it to yourself. You already have missing pigmentation on your skin, what more bleach could you beg for and why? The senses are guarding your body from reign, but connect to the power in your heart, in case the senses fail you with their naivety. So what will remain without resistance?
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