#dewinthedawn

Hope it goes well!!

I’m not good at expressing myself, so I’m not as nuanced as I should be. But it’s very difficult to be that correct and nuanced when you feel you need to defend yourself and need to react quickly.

You okay?

ryuuzaki77 heeft op je bericht gereageerd “Well this has been a bloody disastrous afternoon”

You're not allowed to worry about me but I /am/ allowed to worry about you so... You gonna be ok?

Of course I’m gonna be okay, I’ve just had a particularly bad day for numerous reasons but I will be fiiine

21) What scene or episode made you fall in love with the show?

I’d kind of been hearing about Glee from a friend who, ironically, noped right out during the third season, so I was aware of it for a while. The first half of the first season (remember how they split that up? This show has ALWAYS been released so weirdly) had actually already aired when she started freaking out to me about how one of the main characters had just come out to his dad and showed me a clip. I didn’t even know the round-faced, pasty boy on my screen as tears welled in his eyes as he said “I’m gay” and his dad said “I know”

I went and watched the rest of the episode. I went and watched them all. I commented on here a few weeks back about how am I going to find shows with people like me? and someone rolled their eyes and told me to watch How To Get Away With Murder or Orange Is The New Black or one of the other dozen shows with prominent LGBT characters.

But those didn’t exist yet then. It was still so taboo to be gay on screen, you could have a Sassy Gay Best Friend but even then you didn’t really talk about it. There were some shows, don’t get me wrong. Will and Grace, Sex and the City... but those shows weren’t aimed at me. They were about people who knew who they were, who were adults going out and being rich white adults who happened to sometimes talk about being gay. Will barely even touched his boyfriend (the few times he had one) and Carrie had her Sassy Gay Best Friend while Samantha refused to use the B word

(bisexual. we exist)

They weren’t like me

Kurt was like me. Even though I didn’t even know it at the time. I wasn’t out. I knew I fell for my female friends, but I kind of just assumed that was how all intense friendships went. I wouldn’t put a name to it for a good long time.

But I looked at Kurt and I cried with him and I never stopped falling down that rabbit hole

(I feel like my story is a common one. Doesn’t mean it’s not still important. This show will always be so damn important)

28) Favorite headcanon?

Blaine is bipolar. I’m only acknowledging it as a headcanon instead of actualfax canon because he never said the words.

This headcanon is probably gonna be proved or disproved tomorrow so what the hell.... I headcanon SO HARD that Kurt and Blaine have a daughter named Elizabeth in the future

Since this is a little klaine heavy (SHOCKER) I’m gonna give one more and say that I also headcanon Quinn as becoming a lawyer, then a judge, and someday sitting on the Supreme Court. For some reason I really can’t see her as anything else, to the point where it disturbs me when people go in other directions for her. Also Santana is gonna be a talent agent, Mike’s gonna dance then become a choreographer, and Artie’s gonna make a low-budget movie that becomes a cult classic called “The McKinley Mutants”

41) Top 10 songs each season?

SO MANY SONG. They’re in the order they appeared on the show, not favorite to least favorite - just for the record

Season 1: Don’t Stop Believin’ (how could it not be on this list?), It’s My Life/Confessions Part II, Keep Holding On, Defying Gravity, My Life Would Suck Without You (this is actually my dad’s favorite, he makes me play it whenever we’re in the car together), Like A Prayer, Rose’s Turn, Safety Dance, Bohemian Rhapsody, Over The Rainbow

Season 2: I Want To Hold Your Hand, One Of Us, TEENAGE DREAM, BABY IT’S COLD OUTSIDE, Don’t You Want Me, Raise Your Glass, Loser Like Me, I Feel Pretty/Unpretty, Born This Way, For Good, Light Up The World

(yes that’s 11, but I cropped it from 20 okay SEASON TWO WAS BLAINE APPEARED DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS NOT TO JUST PUT ALL HIS SONGS????)

Season 3: You Can’t Stop The Beat, Rumour Has It/Someone Like You, Survivor/I Will Survive, We Are Young, Wanna be Startin’ Something, Smooth Criminal, Love Shack, Here’s To Us, Somebody That I Used To Know, Not the Boy Next Door 

Season 4: Celebrity Skin, Don’t Speak, The Scientist, Some Nights, This Is The New Year, Girl On Fire, Come What May, Diamonds Are a Girl’s Best Friend/Material Girl, Mamma Mia, Don’t Stop Believin’ (always and forever)

Season 5: Got To Get You Into My Life, Help!, All You Need is Love, Seasons of Love, Marry The Night, More Than A Feeling, I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For, Love Is A Battlefield, Story Of My Life, Lucky Star, Pompeii