Ok so normally id post this on my yapping/Reblog account but I want this to actually be seen by people cus I need some help.
Actually I wouldn't post this at all but Tumblr is genuinely the best place for the questions/thoughts I have
I've been having some revelations lately spurred on by K9 because of course it's because of him it's always because of guest in some way
And,. Um. I've realized I really. Really wish I had dog traits. Fur, ears, tail, god especially a tail
And I need help from the therian/furry community
Wtf is this. Am I a therian. I don't identify as an animal I just feel so euphoric seeing my fucking Roblox avatar of K9 with German shepherd colored digilegs and thinking about putting my hand on my own leg and feeling fur it sounds so so nice and I've been having constant fantasies or thoughts about having a tail and/or ears and I even googled German shepherd therian masks and got so so like. Not euphoric but SOMETHING good. Wishing I had one so badly but also I don't think I'm a therian
As for furry stuff god I would adore a partial fur suit I need paws I need fur I need to look at my hands and see big soft paws and fucking shit dude
Oh my god what is happening
It was so bad yesterday I had such a weird feeling in my mind and in my chest that "fuck I wish I was part dog so bad" and looking at the tail company's moving tails and ears and. God.
Help. What is going on
I think calling myself puppy and saying "puppy wants x" or "puppy is x" and also being told that I'm very doglike in how protective and loving and like.. not hyper but excitable I am certainly doesn't help what's going on in my hrain
TL;DR: my Roblox avatar is making me feel things. Very good things. I wish I was him I wish I had dog traits so fucking bad I'm so attached to dogs I want paws I want fur I want ears I want a tail so bad it's not even funny it would genuinely be so fucking healing to have a tail and ears from the tail company it would be kind of nice to have a German shepherd mask or fursuit head of some kind I love being called puppy I act so much like a protective dog I need to be dog (partly) the yearning just keeps getting worse.
I don't identify as a dog.
I wish I was partly dog so fucking bad I wish I could bark and growl and wag my tail and flick my ears and I wish I had canine teeth and. uugghhhh
Am I a therian. Am I a furry. Am I neither and just really really really like german shepherds. Is it not even that and I'm just insane.
Actually terrified to post something like this. Don't., poke fun at me I'm new to both these communities if I even end up being part of them and I don't take poking fun at something I'm so vulnerable about very well LMAO
