#devonsjournal

my girlfriend ran out of rice and got really depressed about it.

and the only thing we get here is the fucking minions lunchboxes.

I don’t want you to think I don’t like talking to you, but the only thing that’ll make me happy is having you in my arms. Telling you I’m sad would just put you in a bad mood too, I should probably just keep my mouth shut and pretend everything’s ok.

I’m going to sit here and play video games and try not to think about missing you.

I missed you more than normal today. I'm not sure why, though I think it's because of that awful dream last night. You weren't in the dream, honestly I don't even know if I was either. When I came to the world of the living all I wanted was you ; to hold you close and smell the floral scent of your hair. Yeah I'm a creep.

We all just want someone to listen.

Today my girlfriend told me something was bothering her, which is weird since she’s really happy-go-lucky like me. I think she’s really stressed about work, but she didn’t want to talk about it and I didn’t want to push the subject. I want to do something nice for her but I’m not sure what. Sending flowers is really cliche’, and we live about three hours apart so seeing her is kind of hard to pull off unless we plan it.  My goal ever since dating is for me to be the best man I can be, whatever that takes. So I’ve been full of motivation because of that lately. Also, who knew I was so good at typing one-handed???

and hey, I deserve that shit, you know?