for anyone who doesn’t wanna read a super duper long post about friendship, i’ll slip this under a read more. :)
so once upon a time, five years ago, i had only had torrie for about three months when there was a first little interaction between a certain crazy demon angel and torrie girl and well, it all began there.
five years is a hella long time ago for me, considering certain factors that only this person knows of and jeesh, where has the time gone??? time flies, but it’s friendships that are special that can stand the test of time and honestly, that’s exactly what happened with mine and kelly’s buddyship and i could not be more blessed with a great pal that i still consider one of the best friends i have ever had. even though we didn’t speak much for a certain time, when we picked back up - it was like we had just spoken the day before and it’s such a wonderful feeling when you’ve got a friend like that.
kelly, my dear; you are a ray of sunshine. i’m gonna try my best to use words to give you the justice you absolutely deserve, but i’m not sure even the most significant words can suffice for how wonderful you are. in these past five years, you have been put through hell and back and then back to hell and back again and you are so strong. despite all of your troubles and such, you still freaking beam with warmth and i freaking adore that about you and i always have. i could just talk to you for ten minutes and i’d feel 10x better and it just makes me so happy that i still have you. by the way, let’s just talk about how beautiful you are - not only on the inside- but on the outside as well. you are SO gorgeous and your smile makes ME smile because it is that wonderful and i love seeing it pop up on my instagram nowadways. we haven’t facetimed in quite some time (which has to change btw) but whenever you’d laugh, it was freaking contagious and you’re just a beam of light i swear. your soul is so genuine and everything that you face, you face with a strong front and although you might break , you seem to get yourself back together and continue to keep going strong and for that, kelly marie, i am proud of you. i’m always here for you and i’m just a phone call or text away, no matter what. you still mean so much to me even after all these years and i couldn’t imagine going on with my life not thinking of you everytime i see aj or watch a scary movie or a year without a santa claus and certainly not beaches.
i didn’t think i’d get emotional with this, but jesus i am tearing up??? you’re just amazing and i’m just thinking about all the hard times that i had where you were the one who truly cared about me and for that i am so thankful because honestly dude, i may not be here right now if it weren’t for you. i think about that voicemail you left me whenever i get to that point and everytime it is the thing that really strikes me as a reason for fighting. i love you, broad - i really do. i’m so thankful for you, our friendship, and everything in between. from the long movie nights where we sobbed our eyes out to the times when we laughed until we cried, i adored every single moment and i hope that more of those times are in the future for us because dang, girl - you’re still a part of me and who i’ve become. whenever a song pops up that you showed me, i smile (sometimes hurt because gotten still breaks my heart and i don’t even wanna discuss agape) and god knows i’m the hardest person to show new songs to because i’m such a music snob, but everything you’ve shown me has been freaking wonderful.
i love you so much, heat miser and thank you for sticking around for five years. i know i could be a pain in the ass sometimes, but it means a lot that i know i have you if i ever need someone. happy five years, @devilsfavoritediva <3