Jun 6, 2025
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Gonna pour out all the bad soup in my brain here so mute 'despairposting' in you're not in the mood to indulge in my misery....
feeling my personal deficiencies so acutely rn and even putting it like that makes them feel inherent, but i can’t think of better language—
—just have so many things to do and so little [this is the word i am missing] to do them
whatever the opposite of akrasia is
it would be manageable if i just made consistent progress towards doing things but it’s just not happening, there is not a steady directionality towards things being done and idk what to do about it but i need to do something bc i’m lucky enough to have time but not unlimited time and circumstances will only get worse and less suitable if i don’t start doing things at a much faster and more consistent rate
probably the worst i’ve felt all year, i just don’t know what to do to fix the problem of not fixing problems, it’s not that it feels hopeless, it’s that i just don’t know how to solve the problem and things won’t get better until i do
sometimes I think Screaming until all the blood vessels in my head burst would be a Mild Response
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would be nice if assuming the best of people actually like. Did Something
where's that Kimia-line from the MSN sketch about grief. "I'm grieving the relationship I thought I would have with a bunch of different people. that's a lot of small griefs!" yeah.
*extremely normal voice* oh yeah work's going great. don't know if I'll ever be close to anyone. Looking forward to summer!