#desollus

            “you know, i once had a tea party with marie antoinette.”     his hands are tucked away in his pockets as he saunters down the hallway -- little neII is in tow, and she has two cups (one starred, one not) in both of her hands. time for a tea party! she’s got the cups, he’s got the biscuits -- now all they need is the table.

               “i think she liked me -- you know what they say. let them eat cake.”     less marie antoinette than anyone might think, but when he’s got a sleeve of digestives in his breast pocket -- right where he keeps his sonic, mind you -- it makes perfect sense.

@desollus , meme.

@desollus , meme.

01.   dolores’s night time LOOK™ involves pin curlers in her hair, a nightgown that looks similar to this, a robe to cover herself bc ya girl is modest, and no slippers. she goes to bed before nine-thirty most nights and does not have time for the HOOLIGANS of the house making commotion in the night ( looking at like, literally all the ghosts involved in driving the ramos family out of THE HOUSE. ) 

[   text   to:    amelia    ]     UNSENT.  me and deluca are seeing each other and maggie still doesn’t know[   text   to:    amelia    ]     UNSENT.   i still don’t know how to tell maggie, and i know she’s with jackson but[   text   to:    amelia    ]     UNSENT.   i know she’s moved on[   text   to:    amelia    ]     UNSENT.   he makes me laugh, amelia, and it feels good again[   text   to:    amelia    ]     hey, bailey and ellis are asking for you, can you come over soon?

           one,  you know those so called vain people?  like… stereotyped kinda people, with a huge love for jewels and riches? tammy. not all the time, and not in the “spends all day looking at herself in the mirror cause is wearing diamonds”, but… that’s her.  she might have gotten into crime to make some extra money, but with time it just became pretty clear that she actually enjoyed it. all luxury, all expensive stuff, all jewels and parties and everything. she’d like to believe she’s more serious than that, and that she doesn’t have way too many designer bags and clothes, but that’s the truth. and at some point she will spend too long looking at a diamond on her finger and won’t even care about it. doesn’t make her less serious, or less of a smart person, or anything like that, really. she’s in her right to enjoy her stuff  –  and yes, it does include the ones that are stolen. she’s in her right to just… spoil herself and do things for her rather than just the kids.

@desollus    //    MEME   ;   accepting 

                                              “mom?”  he gets out of bed slowly — slower, surely, than he’d imagined hopping up when she got home because something doesn’t feel right or look right or even sound right — and heads around to stand in front of her in the blue darkness of his bedroom.  “m-mom… what are you doing back so soon? you’re supposed to be at aunt janet’s.” 

          ever since the vanity, he’s been more than a little wary because it feels like mom is sick. she certainly looks sick, especially now: pale and haggard and swollen around the eyes, like she’s looking at him, looking at everything, and seeing what he can’t see — seeing something different. it scares him. he’s always understood mom. they’ve always been joined at the hip, together and in sync to the point where they can complete each other’s sentences. 

          but not now. something’s wrong now.