Mar 5, 2024
I've been actively watching various social circles of Twitter for a month. Political, artistic, fandoms etc. etc.
and never in my life I felt so excluded lol
I can't point at the exact moment when I decided to stop engaging with people of- and online completely, it came "naturally", but when I try to observe people, the fact that shocks me every time: how far away I am from all social groups I used to be a part of. Each year sailing further and further away I'm looking at the "shore", realizing that it's getting almost impossible to associate myself with not only society as a whole but even with the tiniest of its parts. Like I have nothing to take from them and nothing to offer. I just 'was there' once.
