sometimes i wish i was blind so i wouldn't have to deal with how... everything everything is... the sun is always so bright, depth perception hurts my head and overstimulates me... it just feels nicer to close my eyes... i wish it didn't take energy and mental effort to close my eyes... though i know if i were blind i would quickly become much more reliant on my other senses and they would probably overwhelm me as much as my eyes do now... i wish everything wasn't So Much all the time... i just want to be held in some nice vines and where the only light is my Affini's core... nothing else to think about or focus on












