usually when i stay at my parents’ house alone i feel really isolated and cut off and i start to get really introspective and negative, but i feel great tonight even though i have another two days before they return. i’m leaving for colorado next week with craig for a vacation, and i got to see my best friend yesterday AND today, and i only had one shift this weekend which meant i could put energy into reading, and working with Luna on potty training and other fun puppy things. i am just. good. i feel so optimistic about the future, having a dog i am responsible for has been a great thing, i love that little poop so friggen much even if she managed to break a lamp today. seeing how excited she gets when we get out the leash makes me want to be more active for her. i can’t help but focus on the ups right now. there are such wonderful people in my life and stuff is on the ups.... i don’t know how long this good spell will last, but i’m going to ride it for as long as i can.
