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me: i will write today. also me: i have chosen to rot

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What do you call that phenomenon where you slowly realize you feel you cannot define your identity if not for negatives, but nothing really feels appealing/realistic either? This isn't necessarily about gender identity (though it could become an aspect of it), moreso what I feel seems to be an absolute lack of self-validation and willingness to experience on my part.
Which I don't really know how to fix outside of forcing myself, but currently I have neither the time nor the headspace to do that.
I deadass feel like I live my life on the borders in every aspect and in the worst way possible
im gonna hold your clit when i say this.. streaming ethel cain and sitting in your room for days on end with hardly any food and a monster isnβt gonna fix your depression babes.
anyways stream ethel cain!

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Me, staring wide eyed at the ceiling, completely dead inside: I just need a really, really good hyperfixation to fix this...
not to be dramatic but i think screaming at the top of my lungs for an extended period of time would massively improve my mental state
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