me: sees frozen 2 and suddenly has to make denastien’s hair longer again

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me: sees frozen 2 and suddenly has to make denastien’s hair longer again

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I gotta... Dear mom,
Minn’da.
It’s so quiet in the tower without you. We’ve kept it up nice, keep the curtains drawn open, refresh the flowers on the balcony. It’s nice up there, even with the appearance of a large fel planet overhead. It’s not quite a perfect view. Argus blots out a lot of the stars.
I didn’t get the chance to tell you a lot of things I should have before you moved on. Good and bad. Your influence on my life was not always positive, but I think toward the end we began to see eye to eye. I felt like you heard me, saw me, rather than the person you wished I was.
I wish you had told me about him. Ah– I do and I don’t. If you hadn’t, perhaps you wouldn’t have lingered. It sounds selfish of me, but my appreciation and affection for you grew in those last few months while you still clung to the tower. Still though, a part of me wishes I had known from the beginning, why I looked different, why the Magister ignored me. Maybe it would have been easier, but I have no way of knowing.
I might die. A lot of progress has been made, and things look more hopeful now than they did several months before. Still though, there’s risk, there’s a chance that all of this might end, after I’m finally happy. A part of me would want to haunt the halls and never let go, mostly for his sake. But knowing how you languished in the tower for years and years – it wouldn’t be any meaningful existence, nor any way to encourage him to find happiness elsewhere.
I’m scared of dying. I’m scared of leaving him alone. It weighs heavy. I know you were miserable stuck here. I don’t want to be miserable, and I don’t want to bind him to some threaded, frayed shell of what I used to be, either.
Then again, there’s a chance all this can be fixed, a chance that I can go back to being healthy and whole and myself, a chance that I can live past sixty-five. If I do, I’d like to make more of myself. I want to be proficient in something other than cryomancy, but I’m afraid of committing to anything like it while so many heavy things and what-ifs are floating around me.
I miss you. I never thought I’d feel that. Being stationed in Netherstorm and missing you in the midst of it doesn’t quite count. Everyone longs for the familiarity of home when they’re terrified.
I miss you. Your presence at your strongest, encouraging at the last second. It’s selfish. Why couldn’t you be that from the beginning? I don’t think it would have mattered if the Magister ignored me, then. Not nearly so much. Better late than never, though. I’m glad you’re at rest. I might let Andreo take free reign of the tower. He deserves a tower.
Maybe when Argus isn’t blotting out some of his favorite constellations.
Duroxas rolled his eyes, but did not seem to mind the prying. Talking about Alphie meant he didn't have to talk about himself. "... He's gotten himself in trouble by playing too deep with Void magic already - it happened a bit over a month ago, a void entity got control over him for a bit. We cleaned up the situation..., but that idiot..."
He was just venting at this point. "First he's too scared of his own power to get out onto the shore again, THEN when I’ve got his confidence up just a bit he decides to shove his nose back into deeper void teachings?! We'd just gotten over this! But no, "if I'm going to avoid having that happen again I need to know as much as I can about these possessive entities and tainted items-" No, that's not how that works! Agh...”
Duro gestured as he spoke, annoyed. “And then I'M the villain when I try and keep him away from people on the streets that are OBVIOUSLY COATED with the slimy taint he's supposed to be avoiding...”
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Clean lines are overrated and I do not need them. I kinda like this sketch style. I forgot what Denastien and Andreo were wearing so I made something up from what Ive seen them wear, sorry @arhenadoesart and uh... @artofiotid (I think that’s their blog???)
Work doodles. Need to do more with pushing expression.
@arhenadoesart @embersign and I always forget Andreo’ s Tumblr
some character sheet stuff for BFA Denastien :>

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I made this exactly 1920x1080 so it can fit on my new monitor. Good night <3
*whisper* Denastien in a datenight outfit?
look at this smug asshole with his starry tights, conjuring glitter, he knows how pretty he is.
day teeeeennnn